Saturday, March 7, 2015


Life is so impermanent. We are here for a short time like my father and then we are gone forever. It is so important to use the little time we have wisely. Once that time is gone we end up bed bound and helpless. I am worried about leaving my job, about money about my mother etc but I need to use my time left as well as I can. A possible twenty years of shooting is not much. What that time has passed I need to have created the negatives of my lifetime.

I keep thinking back to my father in his final days. Dad could carry a fridge up a flight of stairs when he was in his early 70s but by the time he hit his early 80s because of cancer he could not even stand. Time time time, it is not limitless, I need to use mine wisely.