Social Documentary Photography for a Better World!

Saturday, September 23, 2017

Final "Healing Process" (My Fathers Last Days) Statistic, Comments Update

Got this info, in a large envelope, from the Art Gallery of St. Albert (AGSA) yesterday. Thought I would post it.

Healing Process August 3rd to September 2nd 2017
- 890 people visited the show.
- 210 attended the opening reception.
- Throughout the exhibition, the gallery hosted 11 community members for a public exhibit tour.
- 71 participants in over 7 in-house community and children's art programs.
- We had a really great response from all the visitors in attendance.

The package also included a Documentary CD of various images, guest book pages, gallery invitations, newspaper editorials and advertisements.

Guest book comments, "Healing Process" St. Albert 2017
Note* I tried to avoid reading the guest book stuff. Not sure why but those types of things make me very uncomfortable. The one I did read was 'Interesting":), always get a few of those a show. "Interesting", a comment you can take multiple ways! I posted this guest book stuff to show that social documentary photography can have a an impact (hopefully a positive one).

"Ain't Photography Grand!!"

Photo Story: Another, Another Found Negative

Here is another found negative from the recent "Families of the Dump" scanning. I have photographed this man a number of times over the years at the dump.. In 2013 he would ask me to bring him a high caffeine energy drinks and later a beer. One time on seeing me for the first time in 2015 he was unhappy with me making photos (he forgot me) and said something angry to the people working around him. I then gave him some pictures from the 2013 negatives (portraits of him) and he was shocked and surprised to see them. I think at that point he remembered who I was, he looked at me closely 2 or 3 times. After that photography was OK again. He always had the watery looking eyes of a heavy drinker, one time I saw him drink out of a 1/2 empty old bottle of pop that he had picked up directly out of the garbage as he worked. It looked like a cola of some kind.That act, drinking what he found under the filth was symbolic. I think about that moment quite often as an example of the tragedy of poverty, of waste and desperation.

Tech Stuff: Lecia M6 with 50mm F 1.4 lens (?). Tri-x film developed 2/1 for 12 min 30 seconds at 20C in D76. Print will be on warmtone Ilford FB.

Update* I think at a future exhibition of the "Families of the Dump" photography, I will print an image of this man. I have several that I like to choose from. His is an important story, that needs to be told.

Man with cowboy hat, Mae Sot garbage dump, Thailand 2013

Friday, September 22, 2017

Quote: August Sander

"(Photography) can reproduce things with impressive beauty, or even with cruel accuracy but It can also be outrageously deceptive."

Thursday, September 21, 2017

Photo Story: Another Never Printed Found Negative

Here is another forgotten negative, found in the latest scanning crazyness. It was made back in 2013, this little girl is a bit bigger now, she belongs to a dump family I photograph quite often (see second photo). The smile on the young girls face as she plays with her found doll was lovely. I wanted to include some less glum moments in the "Photography Forum" magazine submission. Children can be happy anywhere, even surrounded by garbage, cockroaches and flies. The mother from the family has asked me for rice on occasion, the father always works hard, very nice folk. They always have treated me great, saying hello, worried one time when I hurt myself and was limping etc. I am eager to meet them again soon, if they have not moved onto a better life. In the second picture they are in the home they lived in at that time. The dog in the corner of the group shot was not so wild as many are in the dump, sort of a family friend. I would see it quite often near their home. I hope to do more of these family group shots next trip, the photo is inspired by the great photographer Walker Evans, Bud Fields family picture.
1936 Bud Fields Family Shot By Walker Evans

Young girl, Mae Sot Dump, Thailand 2013, 35mm negative
Young girl with family, Mae Sot Dump, Thailand 2016, 5x7 negative

Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Photo Story: People Working The Garbage, Mae Sot Thailand 2013

This image I have never printed, found the neg during my recent scanning process for the "Photography Forum" magazine submission. In the dump families work pretty well night and day. When fresh garbage comes people are on top of it quickly, working for recyclable goods. The older man in the central back area I became quite close to, he is the fellow from the boot story posted several years back (see link), he is also the father of the groom (from a wedding I photographed in the dump in 2013). I have known him since my first days in the dump. The black dots in the photo are the flies the workers have to deal with. The flies for me are the most difficult part of the dump to daily deal with, crawling all over you, buzzing your ears, mouth, nose and eyes. I have many negs ruined after the flies landed on my Leica rangefinder lens.They are everywhere, at times in certain areas I have counted 40+ flies walking on the front part of my body. In the year 2017 how can people still be living in such conditions? Scraping and fighting to survive, digging through garbage and covered in flies.

Tech Stuff: Shot with a Leica M6 rangefinder camera and probably my 35mm F1.4 lens, on Tri-x (200 ASA) 35mm film. Developed in D-76 2-1 for 11 minutes 30 seconds at 20C in a Patterson tank.
The "Cry of Joy" boot story from December 2015

Working the garbage 2, Mae Sot garbage dump, Thailand 2013

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Facebook: Camera To Take? Leica M4P?

Been trying to figure what cameras to take to Thai. I am going heavy 35mm this trip. I like the way you can capture action and slight variations in composition quickly and smoothly. The cameras are also light and fast to use. I prefer film cameras (Tri-x) to digital because of the darkroom aspect to the prints. Going large with grain on fiber paper in a condenser enlarger (contrasty sharp light) then bleach heavily and tone. A wonderful look to that type image. Tonight at work got my Leica M4P camera body with a 28mm f2 lens and a 50mm F1.4. I have not shot the Leica MP4 much but it is such a well built mechanical joy to use, why not take it? So far I have 5 cameras and 6 lens chosen to take with me to Thai. I will probably cut back on that number to save on weight. 6 months is a long time thou and it is good to have several backups available. The cameras include 2 Leica R6 SLRs, 3 Leica Rangefinders 2x M6 and 1xM4P. Lens I might take include M 21mm F2.8, R 24mm F2.8, M 28mm F2, M 35mm F1.4, M 50mm f1.4, R 60mm F2.8 and a R 2x Extender. I black tape all the LEICA NAME parts on my camera bodies to try to avoid attention. Leica film cameras even in this digi age are expensive and valuable! The panoramic Hasselblad Xpan might also come into play, thou I struggle composing with it.  

The b/w pictures were made with a rangefinder Leica and I believe (?) the 28mm f2- 35mm F1.4 lens back in 2013 at the dump. A family going through and organizing their dump recyclable work, everything into its own pile. The other 2 photos are some of the dump children, the young girl was standing in front of where she was going to sleep that night with her family of 5, dad, mom, younger brother and a baby.

My old rarely used Leica M4P with 50mm F1.4 and 28mm f2 lens
Family group working, Mae Sot dump, Thailand 2013
Baby being held by mother, Mae Sot dump, Thailand 2013
Young girl in front of family home, Mae Sot dump, Thailand 2013

Monday, September 18, 2017

Camping In Lake Louise

Did my final camping trip of the year at Lake Louise in the Rocky Mounatains campground last week. I have an older 1989 camper van that I use. It was damn cold at night but quite nice in the day. I hope to get a larger trailer and utility truck later on for the "KANATA" photo project, but for now the camper van is what I have. She has held up nicely over the years as I store her in my fathers large garage (the van has never known a Canadian winter outdoors). The cat is named Leng Mao, around 20 years old now, a trouble maker if ever there was one, but she is still a sweetie!

View from my Calgary hotel room, on the first night of the trip
Leng Mao in the van, after she did someting bad

Next Weeks Action: Time To, Get My Film Out Of The Freezers-Get Visas-Start Packing - Final Gear Choices

Well with the 6 month trip quickly approaching (how do you pack for 6 months?) I am down to final preparation for the trip.

Film
- I need to dig out my 8x10 Tri-x out of one of my freezers (how many sheets?). Should I also take HP5 8x10? I have 50 sheets of that stuff.
- Need to dig out my 35mm Tri-x. Loaded 35mm cassettes, how many? Bulk film how many 100 foot rolls? 5? 6? 7? 7 would be around 126 rolls at 36 exposures each.

Much better to have too much film than not enough.

Visas
I plan to get 2 tourist visas next week at the local Thai consulate. I will need to lead Thailand at least 2 times, perhaps more during my 6 month trip run.

Packing
Got my suitcases laid out, but need to fill them up. The plan is to do 2x50lb check in bags, complete with toys and hats for the "Families" in Thai. I will also have a carry on film backpack and a carry on gear bag.

Gear
Movie Making

- 2 x BMCCP for the movie
- 2 lens for the BMCCP cameras
- Audio recorder x2
- Multiple microphones
- Multiple storage devices, SD cards and extra external hard drives
- Laptop for editing
- Gitzo tripod and fluid head (will use the same tripod for the 8x10 camera with a different head)
- Steadycam stabilizer device
- Monpod support
- A ton of stuff I forgot to mention here!

Still Film Work
- Leica M6 body x1 or 2
- Leica R6 body x2 or 3
- 24mm F2.8 R lens
- 60mm F2.8 R lens
- 21mm F2.8 M lens
- 35mm F1.4 M lens

- 8x10 Deardorff
- 250mm F6.7 Fujinon lens
- All the large format gear, holders, reflector, meters, dark cloth, loupes, cable releases etc.

- Canon 5D Mark 3, digi camera
- Canon 24mm F1.4 lens
- Canon 24mm-105mm F4 lens

Possibles
- 35mm F2.8 R lens
- 2x Extener for R lens
- 28mm F2 M lens
- 50mm F1.4 M lens
- Xpan Hasselblad Camera with 45mm F4 lens

Camera Rental By Friend

Got news that a photo art friend is going to rent my RB67 kit from me while I am gone to Thai. He got a artist grant and wrote the camera rental into his budget. Not sure how much money this will be but anything is good at this point. I can put it towards my daily Thai living costs, apartment rental, motorbike rental, food etc. The rental money will help pay a bit for one of these expenses.

Email: Bleaching Help Asked For

I got this email tonight, and did my best to help. If any of you out there in Internet world know the answer to the pink and yellowish dots please let me know and I will forward the info to Brojan.

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Hello! 

First of all, I would like to say that I really enjoy seeing your photographs. I appreciate you like a master of photography.
 

I need some advice about bleaching. I tried to selective bleaching with a solution of 0,5 gram of Potassium Ferricyanide + 100ml of water on fomabrom 111 paper (Ilford multigrade developer, stop bath (water+acetic acid), Efke standard fixer). Results are a mix of pink/yellow color of spots/places on paper where I used solution. When I put a paper in the fixer, the yellow color is little disappeared, spots turn in whiter than was before fixed. The pink color is still there. I used several p.ferricyanide from different stores. The last one was totally clean (for laboratories testing). Where I made mistake? 

Thanks a lot, Bojan ---------- from Croatia

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My Reply

Hi Bojan, thanks for the kind words, I am far from a master of photography, just a security guard who takes photos and tries to tell important stories. I do love photography with all my heart thou :). If there is anything I can do to help you, I will. Analog photography is a truly great thing, we all need to help each other.



I have never printed or bleached on Fomabron 111 paper before, so not sure how it reacts to bleach.. I generally use Ilford fb papers, mostly the warm tone stuff. I find that every paper reacts very different to bleaching so you need to go slow and steady at first to figure out how yours responds.

I would suggest the following.

      - use a very dilute mixture. I tend to mix by scoops form a small metal spoon and judge by color (not an exact thing, more of a "feel" of what is right). I tend to go more dilute at first and then slowly add bleach as needed. If you go too strong your going to ruin your print so better to do little by little.

      - Not sure you have seen my 2 bleaching vids, here they are.


    - I apply the bleach with various brushes and also with a  more dilute mixture in a squirt bottle.
    - I also apply fixer in a squirt bottle that seems to activate it. I just play around till it looks almost right (do not over do it)
    - Be very careful how long the bleach is on the print, and also where it goes. Get good at controlling the bleach spread with the water hose.
    - Watch out for splashing bleach that leaves marks on the prints you forgot to move out of the way. I have lost many prints with my carelessness.
    - Try and not over bleach as that just looks too damn strange. Unless of course if that is what your going for.

In the future I plan on experimenting with doing the bleaching on a more flatter surface, for better control.

Not sure where your pink and yellowish dots are coming from (send me a photo). That sound pretty bizarre. My stuff just goes over white if I do too much bleaching, and is unnoticeable if I do not enough. Did you try bleaching on a different paper? What happened? Same problems? It does not sound like a pottasium ferricyanide problem, I would guess it has to do with the paper in some way or some kind of contamination. I usually do my bleaching as part of my secondary printing after the print has been washed in an open try during the fist printing stage. During secondary printing my final wash in an archival washer takes place after the bleaching, fixing, hypo clear, toning.

Tuesday, September 12, 2017

Quote: Father Brown TV Series (Father Brown)

Speaking about what really makes people special, not intellect but:

"No, you've been misguided. It's compassion, humanity that sets ups apart."

Anonymous Couple, Donate Another $400 For The Families

An "Anonymous Couple" here in Edmonton, donated a second $400 today, bringing their grand total donation money to help the "Families of the Dump" to $800! Thank you so much, the generosity and goodness of peoples continues to surprise me. The grand donation grand total now sits at $2953.43, WOW! This "Anonymous Couple" were also at my Art Gallery of St. Albert talk, in the front row just right of mom (another positive talk benefit). Great people, thank you so much. 

Email: A Contact From A British Photographer/Film Maker- About Sex Worker Images-Hope I Can Help

Just got this email. I told Ginny I would help in anyway I could, and if we were in Thai at the same time I would show her round. Anything, any process that helps educate and inform, helps people live better lives, is a good thing.

Geez, this is the second person I found out about fairly recently that was inspired by the sex worker photos. Maybe I need to consider photographing in that world again. Maybe that part of my photo work is not yet completed. So hard to go back into that seedy world again thou. Need to think about it some more.
Harvard College In Asia Program Article By Iris Feng

Note* Women seem to be more sympathetic-affected by my sex worker photographs than men are. Not sure if that is a stereotyped opinion on my part or an objective reality. I notice quite often when men see the pictures, they want to know the behind the scene mechanics of how everything works, prices etc. :( A failure on the effectiveness of the photographs. I let those lives, the people who trusted me down there. Men and women are wired so differently.

Here is Ginny's email minus the personal info to protect her privacy. I hope I can help in some small way.

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Dear Gerry,

I found an article about your  documentary photography work in Thailand online. I found your work inspiring and very interesting. I am a photographer and Filmmaker who is interested in doing participatory photography work with the sex workers here in the U.K. and in Thailand next year. I would like to connect with you about your work as part of my research to prep my proposal for funding to do this project. Would you be available?

If you work like to take a look at my artists profile please check out Ginny ----- ------ ................... 

Best wishes,

Ginny ----- ------

"Beyond The Darkness" Coming Soon, Some Info And Stats

Had a very nice  meal and talk with my buddy Larry last night here in Edmonton . His new book "BEYOND THE DARKNESS" was a main topic. The book is going to be as good as you can make it type of thing, printed to the highest quality . Larry always does things first class, this amazing photo book will follow that same standard. Here are a few details I remembered from our talk.

- Cost around $80 000 CAD to print 
- 400 printed normally (trade edition). Cost to print each book $125 CAD, Price to buy $150 CAD.
- 100  very special high end books printed with a slip jacket and signed print included.   complete with in-laid photo on the cover.
- 129 images divided into 5 sections, dealing  with the different stages of life.
- An introduction to each  section written by a world class photography writer who also wrote book introductions for Steve McCurry and Mary Ellen Mark books.
- Stories in the back of the book for some of the photographs. I love this feature.
- The books will be large, forget the exact dimensions but large.
- A 4 times Quadro printing process of some type (not sure I got the name right). Each image goes through the special large production press 4 times (see photos below). The quality and tone of these photographs will be amazing, possibly of better quality than prints made from any ink jet type printer,

This promises to be world class quality book filled with extremely high end images. Larry is one of Canada's most important photographers, his book will secure and cement his photographic legacy. I will post updates later for you all and a link where you can buy the book when it completed (around Christmas time).

Note* This  "BEYOND THE DARKNESS" book blog is what I remember from our talk last night, there might be a few errors on my part. Memories are like that, a bit hit and a bit miss. 

Part of the printing process for Larry's new book, in Vancouver, photos by Larry Louie

Monday, September 11, 2017

Trying To Get Organized!

Gosh my negs are a mess. I am trying to do some 35mm and 120mm scans of the "Families of the Dump" imagery for "Photography Forum" magazine. I have a good chance of getting the dump photos shown in the mag if I can get them a decent submission. The editor wants to sell the photos to her publisher. The editor feels the pictures are moving and important but I need to get the publisher on board as well. If this goes ahead (2 years down the line?) I will eventually need higher end files for the publishing in the magazine part.

How to do this all? Scan, scan and scan some more, then refine everything in Photoshop, without altering the authenticity of the documentary image. Then and only then can I send something in of substance to the "Photography Forum" editor/publisher In short I need to, GET ORGANIZED! Hopefully can get something together before my departure to Thai next month. The families stories need to be told, I cannot delay the eventual publishing date because of my organizational confusion, I need to get this done. Sometimes working by yourself as I do is difficult, it would be nice to have some extra hands now and again. Still I do like my independence, and that comes at a cost.

A forgotten photograph, "Boy in the Mae Sot Garbage Dump",  2013 Thailand

Quote: John McCain

When asked about how he wanted to be remembered.

"He served his country, and not always right -- made a lot of mistakes, made a lot of errors -- but served his country, and I hope we could add, honorably."

AGO Photography Prize!

Here is that amazing Art Gallery of Ontario (Aimia-AGO) photography prize. I think you have to be sponsored to enter. I like Liz Johnson Artur's work. $50000 CAD goes to the winner.
https://www.aimiaagophotographyprize.com/

Note* Here is there nomination process, ITS TOUGH!

Every year, the Prize recognizes four artists working in photography who have exhibited extraordinary potential over the last five years. The artists are chosen via an international nomination process. The AGO invites curators, critics and artists from around the world to nominate two artists each for the long list. A jury of three, led by an AGO curator, consider the long list to select the shortlist.

Sunday, September 10, 2017

Quote: Dr. Martin Luther King

"Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that. "

Quote: Marilyn Monroe

"Fame is fickle, and I know it.".
Marilyn Monroe's Last Interview - Subject "Fame" (she had a wonderful natural laugh)

Saturday, September 9, 2017

Quote: W. Eugene Smith

"Never have I found the limits of the photographic potential. Every horizon, upon being reached, reveals another beckoning in the distance. Always, I am on the threshold."

Link: HERO Mama Rosie

Thought I would share this story about a true HERO, Mama Rosie. A beautiful preson like Rosie Mashale sets a wonderful example for all of us to follow. If we can just do 1% of what she does, we can make this world a much better place.
http://www.cnn.com/2017/09/07/health/cnn-hero-rosie-mashale/index.html

Quote: Jim Karales (W.Eugene Smiths Darkroom Assistant And World Class Photojournalist)

Speaking of his darkroom printing years with W. Eugene Smith.

" We bought 250 sheets at a time. Before this, I never knew what you could do in a darkroom. At least fifty percent of the image is done in the darkroom---I think Gene would say ninety percent."

Quotes: Desmond Tutu

"Discrimination doesn't come naturally. It is taught."

"We know that you know that human beings may look and worship differently — and some may have greater firepower than others. But none are superior and none inferior … when you scratch the surface we are all the same."

Friday, September 8, 2017

Link: Gerry Yaum On Facebook

I added a Facebook link to the left side of this page. I am starting to post more and more photo related things on Facebook, so thought I should add it to the blog. Please check out the link and FRIEND me if your interested in talking online sometime.
https://www.facebook.com/gerry.yaum

Toys For The Dump Children!

Got a box of second hand toys (one little girl giving to another) donated to me by a co worker. I sent out a general call for things at the plant where I work security and today got a box of toys left for me in the guardhouse. I made a selection of some of the smaller toys. I will try to take as many of these as I can to Thai. Last time when I gave out the little dolls and such from my camera bag the dump children loved them so much. They would comb the dolls heads with toothbrushes and then tie them down with an elastic band.  It was a very rewarding thing for me and gave them a bit of happiness. I decided to repeat the toy hand out this trip as well.

A selection of toys small toys given to me by my coworker Henrietta
Here is the Facebook post I made on this same subject:
https://www.facebook.com/gerry.yaum

Today I got a box of second hand toys donated to me by a coworker at the plant where I work security. In 2016 when I was in the dump working on the "Families of the Dump" photo series, I handed out little donated toys to the children. The toys were a BIG HIT! Probably the greatest joy I have personally experienced through my photography has been seeing the smiles on the children’s faces after I gave them a little Barbie doll or action figure from my camera bag. Sometime life is so beautiful, especially when people share what they have. The attached photo is the batch of toys donated to me today. I will hand them out to the children in the dump next trip. The second group photo is some of the children in the dump back in November 2015. We were making free digi photos to hand out as gifts, they loved to watch themselves in the cameras LCD. The 3rd pic is one of the donated dolls from last trip. LOOK AT THAT SMILE!! This little girl showed her mom the doll very proudly. The 4th photo is one of the donated hats, the fifth some steel toed safety boots also donated from the plant where I work. The boots were a bit big but much safer. A few years back I stepped on a nail in the dump, it went through my boot and grazed the side of my left foot.Safety boots are heavy but much better to wear. The last shot is an overview of the dump and some of the shacks, shot from on top of the Mae Sot garbage dump.Note* The reason the children have shaved heads is because of the lice problem in the dump.

Thursday, September 7, 2017

Tomato Boy, Sweats Away

A friend on facebook captured this from a dump video I made, thought I would post it. This was made back in 2013. I am on FIRE after being out in the dump all day for 6 or 8 hours. One bottle of water that day, it was April/May, the hottest time of the year in Thai (38-39C). Not looking forward to my next TOMATO face time. The cold in Canada can be too much, but the heat in Thailand might be worse.

Here is the whole dump life video. I made this up for a exhibition a few years back.
Mae Sot Garbage Dump Life

Young boy and red Gerry looking at digital camera LCD, after a days dump shooting in Mae Sot Thailand, 2013

Quote: Glenn Kubish (Bike Rider, Ex Emperor, And Generally Nice Dude)

"...each other is all we have!"

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Did A CIP Artist Grant Submission, Edmonton Arts Council, EAC

Figured since I am leaving soon and and in need of help, I might as well make the effort and try and go for a big Artist Grant from the EAC. I believe my project "Families of the Dump", telling the story of those lives is more important than anything the EAC will fund this year, so why not try to get money for it? This series matters so much, and is so important, why not try to get grant funding?

I asked for $5000 CAD. Chances of getting $5000? Slim and none, but slim is still better than none! I am now in the slim category, I got to try, try and try. Now after my submission I have a chance. I may not be the most talented art person in the world, but I am a top percent person when it comes trying and putting in the hard work required.

The deadline is September 15 (small grants), for those out there that want to try.
https://grants.edmontonarts.ca/eac_grants_-_grants_and_awards_for_individual_artists/grants_awards_for_individual_artists_-_project_grant/

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Did Another CIP Travel Grant Submission, Edmonton Arts Council, EAC

Just did up my latest Edmonton Arts Council Grant request for $750. I received one of these grants way back in 2011. Since that time I have been rejected 5 or 6 times. Hopefully this time is the charm. This coming 6 month trip will probably cost me a minimum of $12622 CAD. I need to try to get money from as many sources as I can before I leave. I have already bought my air ticket of course but it would be great if I could offset $750 of my $1252 airfare costs. It would give me more money for little items like food :).

Note* I have never applied for a travel grant type request form the "Alberta Foundation for the Arts" or the "Canada Arts Council". Maybe I should see what type of grants they have available. Being rejected from these things again and again makes you feel like a loser. Submitting and receiving no after no in reply is rather depressing. Still the submission making time needs to be put in, if you are to have any hope of getting any art grant money. I will look into these two other organizations in the coming days. Begging for money to pursue what you think is important in art is one of the things most art folk have to learn to live with. The end justifies the means in this case.

For others interested in trying for the CIP Travel Grant, here is a link:
https://grants.edmontonarts.ca/eac_grants_-_grants_and_awards_for_individual_artists/cip_travel_grant/ 

Video: Looking Out For The Little Guy

I usually do not post this kind of stuff on the blog but I felt it was so simple and beautiful, I had to do it. Everyone and everything needs take care of each other, when that happens the world becomes a much better place.
Cat Saves Puppy

Bear Adventures- LIVE!

So got to work today, opened up YouTube and saw they had a LIVE feed of bears in Alaska.  Excited I opened it up. I found bears sitting in running water, fishing and waiting for salmon. So far the highlight of 10 minutes of watching? One bear took a creamy brown dump, everything flowed down stream. Glad I joined in when I did or I would have missed that ground breaking event.

Ain't modern tech great! A few years back I would have entirely missed this Grizzly Bear toilet episode. Now I can watch it directly from my security guardhouse, LIVE! Joking aside, it is a pretty cool thing. To be able to watch beautiful animals in the wild doing what they do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5mu_febWXg

Monday, September 4, 2017

Quote: Pierre Berton (Writer And Canadian Writer)

I am studying up on Canadian history which I know very little about. The idea is to learn more about Canada before I do my eventual wet plate project "KANATA". To that end I have started reading the work of Canadian historical write Mr. Pierre Berton.
Old CBC "Fifth Estate" Documentary On Mr.Berton

"If you live everyday as if it is your last day,  then your last day is probably going to be pretty good one, because one day is going to be your last."

Sunday, September 3, 2017

Book: "Gene Smith's Sink: A Wide-Angle View

Picked up this W. Eugene Smith biography today (just learned of it) for $29 from Amazon. This biography is a hard cover so probably too heavy to take with me to Thai but I though I should give some of it a read before I depart. Smith has always been a god to me. His commitment to telling the story of the human condition is legendary. Eugene Smith's photographs are filled with love and compassion for his subjects something I have always aspired to in my own work. Maybe I can be inspired a bit more by this legend before I enter the world of the dump again.
Amazon.ca Link To The Book

Update* Started to read the Smith biography, REALLY enjoying it. Who knew the guy had 25000 LPs, and recorded his paranoid night time phone calls.

Update** Damn just realized I have this book! A friend online sent me a 2nd copy, forgot I had the first copy! Will have to forward it to another worth while photog.

Gene S-Smith's Sing:A Wide-Angle View By Same Stephenson 

Post Trip Photography Related Highlights

Gosh, things are starting to line up post trip wise. I plan on returning from Thai in April 2018 and have a bunch of possible or probable things scheduled to happen after that date.

1) Probable exhibition of the "Families of the Dump" photos at the Penticton Art Gallery. Little in the way of details known, 2019?.
2) Possible publication of the "Family of the Dump" work along with some biographical things in "Photography Forum" magazine 2019?
3) Probable artist talk with the "Shutterbug Meet Up Group", May 2018?
4) Probable artist talk with Sima's students (UofA?), 2018?

It is getting hard to keep up with all this stuff. I also have to take a trip to Asia for 6 months, shoot a 100 or so rolls of Tri-x and make a documentary film! Most importantly I have to make sure the $2573.43 in donation money is spent right, and does the most good for the families.

Lots and lots of things happening, not complaining thou, many of my long held photo dreams are now coming true. It would be nice to get an exhibition somewhere in 2018, maybe I should make more gallery submissions before I depart Canada. I might also try applying for a grant or two, thou that seems to be a waste of time (too many failures there). Another thing I need to work on is a PowerPoint presentation for all these new talks. All this leads to a very happy busy feeling.

Note* Kaye from the Shutterbug group (#3) suggested that when I do that talk we set up a $5 donation fee for all the people who attend. The money donated could  then be given to help the "Families of the Dump". I really love that idea, giving back to the people in the photographs is SO BEAUTIFUL!! A perfect artistic circle of life.

Another Artist Talk Possibly Ahead

Tonight I got an email from Sima asking if I would be interested in giving a talk to her art students (at the University of Alberta I think). I told her I would be very happy to do so, this would be my 3rd time I think with one her classes. Once she brought them to the Larry Louie gallery where Larry and I spoke to them, and once I went alone and spoke to them at the UofA.

We have not set the date and with my coming trip to Thai closing in fast, this talk will probably not happen until 2018 sometime. Still this type of thing is all good and I look forward to another probable artist talk speaking opportunity.

Saturday, September 2, 2017

The Multiple Benefits Of The AGSA "Healing Process" Exhibition

Was just thinking back about the last month.

Gosh having the "My Fathers Last Days" pictures as part of "Healing Process" exhibition in the Art Gallery of St. Albert (AGSA) has been pure joy. I got to meet and work with all the wonderful folks at the AGSA. The photos of dad got seen by many gallery visitors, more than normal for the gallery I was told. Many folks had an emotional reaction to the show.

There were many side benefits as well, in no particular order:

1) $871 Artist Fee (paid off some debts).
2) $298 Artist Talk Fee (donated to the "Families of the Dump" from dad.
3) 2 articles in the St. Albert Gazette, including a longer interview (spreading the word and a good learning experience)
4) Artist talk (spreading the word, and a good learning experience, AGA here I come!)
5) It led to the only donation from Larry. $724 for the "Families of the Dump"
6) It led to the free trays and photo paper from Sima which will help future photo work on "KANATA".
7) It made my mother happy, she sat front row center at the talk, eating it all up, loving every minute of it. It brought dad back alive for her, just for a short time but he visited for a while.

This damn thing was wins all round, a great great experience. Probably the best experience I have had overall in the gallery art world. Thank you to everyone who contributed to this wonderful experience.

Note* The artist fee of $500 for the "Trumpet"exhibition went to the "Families of the Dump" donation fund.

Free Super Large Trays And A Roll Of Photo Paper

My friend photographer-educator Sima really helped me out today. After seeing my 7 prints of dad at the Art Gallery of St. Albert she offered me some free trays and paper. After screwing up the first meeting because of the St. Albert Gazette interview I managed to pick everything up from her place this afternoon. Got  2 very very large trays  (largest made?), new and still in their boxes along with a very big roll of Kodak Polycontrast RC paper, also new, unused in a box.

I am unsure if the photo paper is still good, maybe not, maybe fogged. The trays thou are extremely valuable to me. I can use them both for making fiber prints on Ilford roll paper still available from B&H or for my "KANATA" wet plate project.

"KANATA" is really where the trays will be invaluable. I am not sure they will be big enough for the 35x35 inch plates (length yes, width maybe not) but they should work for anything slightly smaller (less wide) than that. I was going to buy some super large trays later on, now I had the good luck to get them for free. A few years back a rather crazy photog in Calgary wanted hundreds of dollars for his trays which were the same size as these free ones or maybe slightly larger. I never made that deal and am now glad I did not. Sometimes good things come to those that wait!

Thank you Sima for being such a good person, your help will make it a bit easier for me to make the photographs I hope to make.

Rohingya Flee Violence, They Need Help - The Genocide Must Stop In Burma

This has to stop, so many ethnic groups have suffered for so long in Burma/Myanmar.
http://cnn.it/2euQJkR

Friday, September 1, 2017

Removed Dads String

In November of 2015 after having many bad dreams about the death of my father I went to a Buddhist temple in Thailand to pray for him. I am not a true believer, Buddhist person etc but I figured it could not hurt. I said goodbye to dad in my prayers and that thanked him for being a great father and told him I loved him. At the end of the ceremony a Buddhist monk attached a blessed string to my right wrist. I have worn it ever since. The strange thing was that after I prayed for dad at the temple my bad dreams subsided (only 2 or 3 over the next year). The number of nightmares were cut down dramatically and replaced with more happy dreams.

Tonight after my artist talk, after speaking of my father at the gallery I cut off that string. It is time to move on with my life. It felt like it was the proper time to cut the string. I placed it on a photo of my father in my darkroom.

Dad will always be a part of me, everything I am is because of him.

Here s the original Buddhist prayer blog entry:
https://gerryyaum.blogspot.ca/2015/11/praying-at-temple-for-dad.html

HF3535 Camera Build Work Continues!

I told Filip my camera builder tonight that if he cannot get the camera finished on time (before I go to Thai) that it was OK to send it to me it on my return from Thailand in 2018. Filip hurt his hand and I worry that he will do more damage if he works too fast. I also want to make sure he makes me the best camera he can, and does not rush through it. This baby is going to do me some very important work!

Here are the latest camera build photos. These 2 pics are of his metal worker drilling the metal knobs and groves for my camera.

Making knobs and groves for the HF3535 camera

The Goodness Of People!! A Donation From An Online Stranger!

I got this wonderful email tonight from a stranger (now a friend). People are truly beautiful, you got to love people helping people! Thank you Larry for donating to the families, the number total will soon sit at $2000 CAD (up from $1849.34). You got to love that, $500 more than I had hoped for.

TODAY WAS  A GOOD DAY!! :)

Ain't Photography Grand!!

Here is Larry's email.
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Hi Gerry,

I've been a long time lurker on your blog and check it frequently.  Tonight I noticed you are close to the $2000 mark.  Please let me know how much you need to make that milestone.  If you will provide me a way to donate the contribution, I will gladly do so.

Regards,

Larry
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Update* Larry donated far more than I mentioned above, he donated $724.09 making the grand donation total an amazing  $2573.43 CAD ($1849.34 + $724.09). Thank you so much Larry for reaching out  from so far away to help. I will do my best to use the money in the best ways possible.  I did not publish his 2nd email to protect his privacy.

I am still blown away by Larry's help and the help of so many others. Was thinking, you know I get to play the hero in Thai handing out gifts of food, working supplies, toys to the children, paying for tuition and school uniforms etc. Gerry gets to be the star who does all that stuff, he gets the credit, gets the rewards, the smiles and the thank yous but the real stars, the real people that matter are folks like Larry, and Chris, Gerdy and Daniel. They are the true heroes.