All this Fred related chaos has me rather upset. Not sleeping that well, feel a bit intimidated by all of this. Hope I am not fighting above my weight class here. Trying my best to cope and move forward.
I had a rather honest article sent to me by an internet friend yesterday that details past problems Fred has had with others, and some of his successes. The article seemed accurate in most instances but inaccurate in others. Fred's love for the people here seemed underplayed. His methods and temperament (quick explosive anger) were written about pretty accurately but his underlying love for most everyone living in the dump here was not. The here he in the dump he views as his family. The world is complicated, Fred is a very complex person. I think it could be a great and important story to tell. Him, the people, their storeis. I am not sure I am skilled enough, patient enough, thick skinned enough to do it thou.
I will be going to Bangkok for 10 days to help reset. When I return I will either join in with Fred wholeheartedly or find my own path somehow (dangerous?).
I had a rather honest article sent to me by an internet friend yesterday that details past problems Fred has had with others, and some of his successes. The article seemed accurate in most instances but inaccurate in others. Fred's love for the people here seemed underplayed. His methods and temperament (quick explosive anger) were written about pretty accurately but his underlying love for most everyone living in the dump here was not. The here he in the dump he views as his family. The world is complicated, Fred is a very complex person. I think it could be a great and important story to tell. Him, the people, their storeis. I am not sure I am skilled enough, patient enough, thick skinned enough to do it thou.
I will be going to Bangkok for 10 days to help reset. When I return I will either join in with Fred wholeheartedly or find my own path somehow (dangerous?).
