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Wednesday, April 23, 2025

Links: A Discussion About Giving

From Facebook...

GY

Yes, so hard to help everyone. It’s best to help who you can help, those in front of you. Linda Hunt said it best. 
 

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This spoken by Billy Kwan, “I support the view that you just don’t think about the major issues. You do whatever you can about the misery that is right in front of you. You add your light to the sum of light.”

 GY

Yes the character she plays is a male photographer in revolutionary Indonesia, Billy Kwan (Hunt won an Oscar). Kwan is a person show loves and respects the people he photographs with his whole heart. THE YEAR OF LIVING DANGEROUSLY. One of the films (Killing Fields also) that inspired me to photograph in Asia. I agree with his philosophy, you help those in front of you and do not worry about things that are bigger than you. When I give a donated doll to a child living in a garbage, her life is a tiny bit better than she was before. You do what you can do. You add your light.

Why I Go To Thailand 

Sunday, February 9, 2025

Old and New Camera, Platinum Print Making!

A couple more platinum images from yesterday’s darkroom work. Both of these were shot in the dump as part of the 12 year THE FAMILIES OF THE DUMP, photographic series, Mae Sot Thailand. The photographs have helped raised over $10000 CAD in donations for the families.

The first (girl with doll) is a 35mm Tri-x photo made in a Leica rangefinder the second is from a medium format digital Hasselblad camera. Two very different tools but with the magic of digital negatives. Platinum prints are possible. You got to love the melding of the older and newer technology, allowing for endless creativity!!

“Ain’t Photography Grand!!

Leica 35mm Rangefinder 
Blad Digital Camera

Saturday, December 21, 2024

Why I Visit Thailand

I recently had an online friend question why I go to Thailand.

In a few words.” I go to Thailand to make social documentary photographs that help people.” 

My main photography project is called THE FAMILIES OF THE DUMP. Since my first dump visit in 2013, we have raised over $10000 CAD to directly help the families in the garbage.

Any print sales, exhibition fees and artist talk money I earn from the photos goes directly back to the families in the form of humanitarian aid. We (the donators, myself and friends in Thai) buy goods from the money raised, which I then hand directly to the people in need at the dump. We buy medicines, foods, toys, kids treats, headlamps, boots, rice, tools etc.

Many Canadian and American (1) friends have also donated money and goods after seeing the images. The money was used to buy goods in the local Mae Sot markets, which were handed out to the families. I have also given out many Canadian donated goods (that I carried to Thailand in my suitcases) directly to the family members, clothes, safety boots, hats, toys.

I hope to return to the dump and the families in 2025, to continue the work.

That is why I go to Thailand! 

 A group of children who followed me in the garbage dump. One is west a donated hat.
Man with donated safety boots. They were very heavy to bring from Canada. I bought 4 pairs I think. Probably too big for his feet. Hope he sold them for something he could use.
Young girl with donated toy. Here head is shaved because of a lice problem at the dump. When I gave her the 2nd hand doll donated by a young Canadian girl, she smiled so big then ran off to show her mom.
A young girl with her donated. When I took the doll back for a second to turn it around for this photo, the little girl had a momentary look of real sadness! She thought I was taking the doll back! After I returned it to her and she posed for this photo, she was all smiles again!

Thursday, February 29, 2024

Salt Print, Photo Story and Video Link: Young Girl Waiting

Un waxed salt print. Calcium Chloride 2%, Silver Nitrate 15%, Hahnemuhle Platinum Rag Fine Art Paper 

8 ply mat 

Young girl waiting for her mother to finish working in the dump,THE FAMILIES OF THE DUMP, Mae Sot, Thailand, 2016

She sat in a shelter on the edge of the dump. I was on my way to some homes in a far corner of the garbage. I was carrying 2 bags of food, including heavy rice. Eager to get rid of the weight, that was pulling me down in the oppressive heat, I almost walked by her. Instead I walked the distance to the shelter and made a series of photos with my Rolleiflex. 

The girl looked so sickly. I gave her a donated Barbie doll and some donated pink boots. All the children we gave toys to would laugh with joy but this girl just stared back at me wit the same distressed expression. Years later in 2022 I learned that she had survived. I have her name in a video, need to find it.

Her mom and pink boots

Saturday, February 18, 2023

Why I Do What I do!

I was a asked by B&W Photography Magazine to answer a few questions. I guess the story with photographs and interview is going to press soon. My answers are a bit full of myself, a bit too me me me, but I thought I would share them anyway :).  

Please keep an eye out for the issue at your local newsstand and buy the mag. The writer David B is a good person, and the magazine does such wonderful work promoting the greatness of photography. We need to support them in their efforets.

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DB:
 
Can you please write me a short paragraph or two about why you do what you do, and the difference you are making in their lives, and how this makes you feel?


I have always felt that photography was a force for good. That with my pictures I could tell the stories of my subjects and improve their lives. My goal has always been to make photographs that help people.

Before I took even one photograph in the dump I handed out 3 bags of food. After that first trip, the pictures were viewed and the stories heard, donations started. We were able to provide the families with food, medicines, clothing, rubber boots, head lamps, tools, toys and candy. 

If you look at poverty and injustice as a whole it is overpowering and you feel helpless, you  feel you can do nothing to help. The largeness of the problem seems impossible to fight against. What I try to do is to only face the suffering I see in front of me, to concentrate on that alone. I do not look at the big picture, that is too complex, too difficult to change. I instead try and help the human being I am photographing. Gerry the simple security guard from Canada ain’t changing anything, but he can, with the help of the donators, do small things to make the life that stands in front of his camera a tiny bit better. When I give a lollipop or a toy doll to a child in the dump and they giggle, when I pass a bag of food to a mother and I see the smile and the gratitude in her eyes, when I hand a father a new pair of work boots and he pats me on the shoulder, then all seems good, all seems right to me. My simple philosophy is that you need to do what you can do, you need to help where you can help. If you reach out and assist those around you, then the world becomes in a small way a better place to be. It is a simple straightforward way of thinking, but it works for me.

Why do I do it? I am selfish, I help others for selfish reasons. The greatest feeling I have ever felt, the biggest joy,  my highest high, is the smile and a laugh from a young child or the look of gratitude in a mothers or fathers eyes. I help for selfish reasons, I help because it makes me feels so good!

Gerry

Monday, January 16, 2023

Doll Story In The Coming Issue Of B&W Photography Magazine

I believe the story of this young girl and her doll will be told in the coming B&W Photography magazine story. Please consider getting your copy when it comes out.

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from the Facebook/earlier blog story
Note* This story is part of the ongoing social documentary photography-humanitarian project, FAMILIES OF THE DUMP, in Mae Sot Thailand, which was started in 2013. We do photography that is then used to raise money to buy, headlamps, boots, medicines, food, tools, candy etc. The donations also include donated hats, boots, and toys (where this story comes from). Burmese refugee families have been working and living in the garbage dump just outside Mae Sot Thailand for over a decade.
Note* The doll in this story was donated by a young child in Canada. She wanted to give her toys to children at the dump, she has done this 2 times over 2 different Thai trips. I work with the young girls mother who arranges the transfer of toys and also has donated funds (4 or 5 times) to buy things for the families.
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FRIDAY, JANUARY 10, 2020
Giving Away A Doll Story
Wrote of this dump 2019 giving away a doll story before but thought I would share it one more time. Sitting in my guardhouse in the snow of Canada it came to mind once again. Memory flashbacks to the people in Thai happen all the time to me.
So, I am in the dump and see the little girl at her dump shack home who I will give the doll to. I reach in my camera bag and take it out. Then I make doll walking, talking noises as I hand it to the little surprised refugee Burmese child. She is absolutely thrilled! After I gave her the doll, I realize I need a photo of her with it so I can show the toy donating child in Canada and her mother (they can see where their donation went). The little Burmese girl thou is hugging the doll all backwards, she has this sort of happy, hugging doll, death grip, thing happening. I do not have a good angle to make a photo, I will not be able to show the folks back home. It is important they see the good they did, I need to do something! I cannot ask her to turn the doll around as that is beyond my Burmese speaking capabilities. So, I reach in and TAKE THE DOLL BACK!! The poor child looks at me with 'ABSOLUTE HORROR!!!". I am not going to give her the toy, I am taking it away!!! I can still remember her face; it was disappointment times 10! I then turn the doll around and hand it back to her and the picture below is made. She thought for a second the toy was not hers to keep. Thinking of the face she made, the sudden expression change from joy to shocked disappointment still makes me giggle. Anyway, she smiled again, and all was good. One of a thousand dump stories.

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Wednesday, July 20, 2022

Doll Head In The Dump

Found this shot today. A bit different type photo. I might submit it for possible exhibition at the UNB shows in October.

I brought this toy head back with me from Thailand last trip. I have it somewhere (not sure where). The idea was to do a wet collodion ambrotype of it.

Doll head found next to the dump, THE FAMILIES OF THE DUMP, Mae Sot, Thailand 20

Wednesday, May 25, 2022

The Beauty Of Clear Glass Ambrotypes

What I love about clear glass ambrotypes is that when you coat the collodion side (after 2 varnishes) is that you then can look THROUGH the 3 or 4mm glass to see the image on the other side. The subject seems ALIVE inside the glass. You get a feeling of 3 dimensionality, a very detailed, warmtone reality that I find very beautiful. The glossiness/sheen front of glass also creates a different feel than tintypes and black glass, things seem more pristine. All subjective of course, to each there own.
Going out next week to make some 8x10 ambros, hope to give that 3D feel with some landscapes of lakes in the Edmonton area.
G Collodion (no extra ether added), 3 mm glass.
Doll from the Mae Sot garbage dump, 8x10 clear glass ambrotype, 2022

Doll from the Mae Sot garbage dump, 8x10 Clear Glass Ambrotype

Monday, May 9, 2022

This Years AMBROTOS KANATA Plan

 The motorhome and darkroom trailer coming along nicely. Hope they work well, had some plumbing issues last year. I am becoming a bit of a Mr. Fix It to save money now. You got to love YouTube they teach you to do all kinds of things. ]

This years goal is to do complete 16x20 ambrotypes in the field for the AMBROTOS KANATA project. Ending the year with a Tryptic shot from a view point at Dinosaur Provincial park here in Alberta. Thanks everyone for all your help. Hope we can get this done this year. The goal is to take many shorter 4 -7 day trips this year to make ambrotypes. In the future if all goes well will be doing 2-4 month trips.
Here is a plate I just cleaned up after adding the black on the back (stinky Asphaltum mixed with mineral spirits). Photo is a doll found at the dump in Mae Sot, Thailand (THE FAMILIES OF THE DUMP photo project). Part of this last winters wet plate practice sessions, it is an 8x10 on clear glass.
Am off for the first trip of the season on the 17th (5 nights). I hope everything works! It should be fun, fun, fun, fun!
Probably pushing things a bit fast but am 58 now and running out of time to get things done. Thanks again everyone for your help.

On the road, trailer FREDDY and motorhome FANNY
Darkroom trailer inside and out.
8x10 clear glass doll ambrotype.

Monday, January 31, 2022

Doll Before And After On Ambrotype

Before and after, part of the learn. I find today's 8x10 easier after yesterdays attempts at 16x20. You can see how the UV light b/w differs from the color image.

Color Iphone 2022 tech, b/w ambrotype 1851 tech.

8x10 Plates MUCH MUCH Easier Than 16x20

 

Boy does 8x10 Ambrotypes seem easy after doing 16x20s! Maybe some day 16x20s will seem easy after doing 35x35. Those super big plates are a long way away thou. 

 
Here is some of today's doll stuff, think I am getting the exposure down a bit, closed the brass lens way down to its smallest aperture, with the same amount of flash. One of the easier parts of working in a studio is that you can control the light. In the field light is constantly evolving. 
 
Note* Need to find creepier looking dolls.
 
2 on the right overexposed, will not keep, the one on the left better exposure.
Doll 8x10 Clear Glass Ambrotype

Sunday, January 30, 2022

Bought Me Some Dolls To Make Ambrotypes Of

Got a bag of dolls from Value Village, $40. Maybe can donate them to the children at the dump after I finish photographing them. They would b hard to carry all the way to Mae Sot but I think the kids would love them.
 
Here is a 20x24 set up but hope to do 8x10 Ambrotypes today. Will save the next large ULF pics for my next week off work. This is a good way to practise. I can do it on my own, take my time, no pressure from making people wait and their expectations. I can screw up, think why, learn, do it better next time. Great stuff!
 
Plus dolls are sort of creepy and fun to photograph.
 
 
20x24 Doll camera set up.

Saturday, January 29, 2022

16x20 Ambrotype Doll Work Today

With my first 16x20 Ambrotype done yesterday I had adhesion issues. The non ether added G Collodion was very soppy and easily came off the glass. Today I immersed the whole plate in Albumen(3 egg whites mixed with 2100ml distilled water.,  There were no issues with collodion not sticking. The G Collodion worked fine as did the Quinn Quick Clear. 

Note* I have a bunch of QQC Collodion as well as a large mix of QQC Iodizer. Need to use it up. So far my fav Collodion is the no added ether G stuff, I threw together on my own.

Note* Loads of firsts today. A great learning day, enjoyable as well!

Doll head under safelight.
QQC Collodioni, think the line of nothing is the silver tank, low at the end of the day. The clear spots are from a sloppy developer pour I think.
G Collodion, kind of evil looking on the floor.
Early 16x20 made with G Collodion on Albuen plate, did not keep it.

10 To 20 16x20 "DOLLS SERIES" Ambrotypes?

Thinking of doing a series on OLD DOLLS. They have unique histories and a creepy factor I quite like. Every dolll has stories to tell, "Toy Story" like. 

This is also a good way to practice my 16x20 glass ambros. Here is first try, I lost it when it would not stick to plate well. Trying a 100% albumen covered glass next, this will help with adhesion. I think I need to wash the glass better as well.
 
Might have to change to an ether added collodion from the G Collodion, with the larger plates of the future, just so everything is tougher and stickier. We will see, so far up to a 8x10 size, love the way the G works.
 
Will go to all the used shops in search of old dolls today. It would be great if I could do a series of 10 or 20 of these.
 
 
16x20 inch doll ambrotype lost to adhesion issues.
8x10 inch glass doll plate

Trying To Make 16x20 Plates

Trying to make a 16x20 Ambrotype in the HF2024. Lots of challenges, lots of firsts today. Cannot even imagine a 35x35 at this stage. Step by step!!

First attempt at a 16x20 a doll 16x20 Ambrotype, second ever.
The HF2024, 20x24 inch view camera, set up.

Thursday, January 27, 2022

Photographing The Dump One Armed Doll

Here is today's first subject. A one armed doll found in the Mae Sot Garbage dump in 2013 or 2015. Will try to photograph it today on to an 8x10 plate. Here is the set up (rather spooky).

Woke up at 230am, read for an hour then was inspired by a Leonardo DaVinci Madonna sketch to get of my lazy butt. Now almost ready to go.
 
View from Eddy (8x10 Deardorff) ground plastic
Camera set  up with freaky hanking doll
hanging on a black shoelace. How visible will it be?

Thursday, May 20, 2021

Donated Toys, From 2019

These were donated from work a few years back. The doll with red hair I gave to a young girl in the dump, a sweet moment. Toys given from one child to another.

Blog Write Up About The Donation 

Donated toys in my guard shack at work (donated by a coworker), 2019
2 of the toys handed out in the dump, to the children, 2019

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Video Link: Young Girl In The Dump, Palladium Development

Here is a video of the development of the young girl photo from THE FAMILIES OF THE DUMP. There is also a link below to the blog entry from the day the photo was made. The image in the video got a 16 minute exposure, I am going to try one more at 18 or 19 minutes after my 530 am lunch.

 
16 minute Exposed Palladium image before development.

Update*
I just reread the blog story from 2016. I had forgotten that I had given her a donated barbie doll as well and she did not smile or react, just held it firmly (you can see it in the color photo). Rereading the post brought all those memories back again. This child seemed traumatized, her mother did not, but something terrible must have happened to this little child. I wish we could have done more donations for her family.

Friday, November 27, 2020

Crying Girl

This poor little girl cried and cried with flies on her face as her mother worked nearby. She became happy and more contented when her mom came back and held her. The doll she holds was found in the garbage. Photo made in 2013. The mentioned video of this young girl can be found at the 8:34 mark (beat to turn down the overwrought soundtrack).

2013, Families of the Dump Video

Tuesday, September 8, 2020

Repost Of Donated Toys

 from a Facebook memory....
 
This is the good part of the dump. The toys were donated by a person I work with. My coworker donated toys from her daughter, which I then took to the dump in Mae Sot Thailand and handed out to the families. The boots were also donated, tougher saftey boots.

You get down in the dump while making pictures. The heat, the flies the rats and cockroaches are very tough for this pampered Canada boy to take. So you end up getting worn down and wonder why your there, then you hand out free donated toys to the children, you see their smiles, their joy and all your negativity leaves and your just filled with a sense of fulfillment and happiness.

Donated toys
With the children, think this is around 2013
Donated doll, her young head is shaved because of the Lice in the dump
Win family children, I have photographed them as they have grown
Donated safety boots from the company I work at in Canada
View of dump houses