Just woke up 35 minutes before I need to start getting ready for my night shift. Did not sleep well, had multiple dreams about dad. Felt like 10 dreams tonight, mostly about him getting sicker having trouble eating on his own, in a wheelchair. I was pushing dad around in his chair. I kept on watching him in every dream, watching and worrying he he was getting worse. At times kept watching his face, the glasses he was wearing, his changing expressions. Was always trying to help him but it did no good.
When will all these dad dreams stop or at least get down in number?
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| Dad after he was sick, Digital photo made with Canon and ring flash, summer 2014 |
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| Dad visiting a graveyard near his home town the fall before we knew he was sick in 2013, 8x10 Deardorff, 250mm |
