Heard two stories several weeks back that has had got me thinking. Sad stories about people desperate for a better life, desperate for the chance to work hard and provide for their families.
Friday, March 25, 2022
Burmese People Caught Entering Thailand
Cheaper New!
Thursday, March 24, 2022
Another Blad Body And Lens?
Am really loving the Hasselblad X1D and XCD 21mm lens combo. Shot it exclusively in the dump the last 4 days. I am thinking of getting a second body (probably the cheaper 1 not the 2). Also thinking of getting their wonderful F1.9 90mm(?) lens. It is great for portraiture. I know I could do some great work with that combo. Imagine the photos that could be created!! Then I could print them large and beautifully moving on Platinum/Palladium paper. So excited about those possibilities! Imagine selling that work and using the money to help the people in the pictures.
The problem of course is that, even thou the gear is second hand, the cost would be around $10000 USD. The lens alone runs well over $6000 USD. Scary stuff. Still I can dream. Maybe a FUND ME page could work :)
"Ain't Photography Grand!!"
800 Baht Of Donation Money Spent
Spent another $80 CAD on various donation things. Feeding hungry stray dogs, another donation of food to Khun Ooh in Klong Toey Slum , and a small donation to help a dog with a terrible skin disease at a Sukhothai temple receive medical care.
I updated the spent money list. So far $750 of the $850 has been spent.
Note* The $750 number was calculated using idea internet exchange rates, a bank would not give me the same rate. Probably closer to $800 or $825 has been spent.
Added A New Link To My AMBROTOS KANATA Wet Plate Photography Blog
Added a link to my 15 year wet plate cross Canada photography project AMBROTOS KANATA. I plan on using that blog to promote and document the project. Having a blog solely devoted to the series will allow others to see only those images, and not be distracted by the multitudes of excessive crap I post here :).
New Cards
Analog Forever Magazine Story, 1 Year Old
It has been 1 year since the families stories was published in ANALOG FOREVER MAGAZINE. I have still not read the story, always feels weird to read about me me me crap. The photos look pretty good thou, and I think the families story was told well.
Woo Famiy Father Has Died
The Woo family father has now passed away. The Black and White picture was made in 2017, the color pic in 2018 (he was living alone), he died around 2020. I just learned of his death recently on my 2022 return to the dump. He was a kind and quiet man. I was told he died because of drinking and a weak heart.
He had the most soulful and expressive eyes. I will miss his softness and kind spirit.
Photo made when he lived separate from his family, 2019 |
Part of the Woo family, 2017 |
Man With Pipe In The Dump
Boy With Club Foot Outside His Home
Dump Kitchen
Boy In Front Of Dump Homes
Girl And Dog In The Dump
Sitting Buddha
Made with the X1D Hasselblad 21 mm lens. Start to love this camera! Might try to buy a second body and a 3rd lens. The file sized being so large, allow for lots of tonality. In post you can draw out the shadow areas very well, making something out of nothing!
Sitting Buddha in Temple, Sukhothai, Thailand, 2022 |
Thursday, March 17, 2022
New Photo Project Idea? Khon Gip Kaiyau
As I was driving around tonight in Mae Sot Thailand feeding dogs. I saw a man digging int he garbage with a headlight. He was loading anything of value onto his bicycle. In Thailand they call the people who do this KHON GIP KAIYAU (people who collect the street garbage).
I was thinking that this might be a good subject to photograph not only in Bangkok but potentially all over Thailand. I. could make photographs that tell of these forgotten lives. And then use any money earned from the photographs to give back to the people in the photos, just like with THE FAMILIES OF THE DUMP and THE PEOPLE WHO LIVE UNDER THE FREEWAY PROJECTS.
I would need to build up long term relationships with these workers in Bangkok or possibly multiple cities across Thailand. This project could potentially be more dangerous, as I would be working at night, and probably with a flash (drawing attention). Carrying around $5000 CAD of camera gear at night, could potentially be an issue, especially when photographing and going into areas involving drug use.
Will think on it. Might try to find 1 or 2 people this trip to photograph, learn of their lives, becomes friends with. Then build on the project when I return to Thailand later. Not sure I have the camera gear now that will work well for night shooting. I did bring a small flash with me but am unsure if will work with the Canon or the Blad system.
As a look/style for the photos, I am thinking flash at night, in tight with wide angle lens.
Potential photography project title, THE PEOPLE WHO COLLECT THE GARBAGE
The most important thing as always, is giving back to the people in the photographs. Telling their story in an honest non exploitative way, then giving back to them (donations, print sales money, artist fee money, talk fee money etc) and helping their lives become a bit easier.
Wednesday, March 16, 2022
Email To A Work Friend
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Gerry
Feeding The Dogs
Note** The dogs will be happy I am extending a second day. More food for them! The little one can apply for the GUINNESS WORLD RECORD for meatballs eaten by a tiny dog.
Another $187. 17 CAD Donation Money Spent
Am falling behind with some of the donation update totals. Donation money spent on the link to the left of this blog.
2 days ago 500 baht for various things added up and missed earlier.
Yesterday 721 baht for food
Today 3500 baht for headlamps.
Total 4721 baht (plus whatever the eye drops for Soo Wee will cost), $180.17 CAD spent.
Video Link: A Talk With Audoh Woo See
Today at the dump with the families. Spoke to these older ladies. They were grooming each other, looking for white hairs etc. The conversation goes like this (my comments are in capitals).
" I used to live over there. YOU LIVE HERE NOW? Yes I do. PEOPLE CANNOT WORK HERE NOW RIGHT? AFTER THE DUMP CLOSED. yes, HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN CLOSED, more than 20 (months?), NOT GOOD! now not have money, if work have money, YES I KNOW, 3 YEARS AGO I PHOTOGRAPHED PEOPLE INSIDE THE DUMP WORKING, NOW PEOPLE CANNOT WORK THERE, people not have money, NOT HAVE MONEY, (the other lady says) some of have money, some do not
Gift From A Child
Last 1 Day Extensioin Dump Food Buy
Did an extra buy of goods to hand out to the families. Tomorrow I will go to the dump at 6am, then leave Mae Sot at 1pm to return to Bangkok.
Red Dragon Fruit
Some Gao-Mun-Gon (Dragon) fruit bought at the local market here in Mae Sot Thailand. I usually least the white fruit style this one is red, grown in Vietnam. It was a bit over riot but still delicious. Two small ones cost about $2 CAD.
I have only eaten the red version of dragon fruit 2 times, both times in Mae Sot, Thailand. |
$7 CAD Oysters
Another Death
Tuesday, March 15, 2022
The Attack Of The Children.
Everyday when I come to the dump THE CHILDREN COME A RUNNIN! Today I had to walk in and I heard the calls of GERRY when I was still 200 meters away. Then all day it was GERRY, GERRY, GERRY. If I forgot to give a solo (lollipop) to a child, his or her friend would bring her over to get one. I am taking like 40 lollipops a day to the families, but still running out.
These 2 girls run to me each day for their lollipops along with another 20 or 30 kids. Gotta love the smiles. |
Nice. Thank You
Nice moment story of the dump today.
Learning Burmese
Monday, March 14, 2022
The Families Saved Me
I was down when I woke up today, missing Canada and my life there. I was wondering if I should ever return to Mae Sot. Felt tired, tailbone still hurts from the fall, felt like an outsider. Which is strange for me in Thailand. Usually I feel connected here, feel more Thai than farang (white westerner). Then I went out to the dump to donate and to make photos and that all changed!
Motorbike Died!
So had a bit of an adventure today. My motorcycle died on my return home from the dump. So there I was stranded on the side of the road with rain threatening and night falling. I had to call the boss at the hotel (where I rented the bike) for help. He came down and brought a young motorcycle mechanic with him. About half an hour later after opening up the engine compartment and cleaning the spark plug with sand paper and gas from the engine the bike started!!
Sunday, March 13, 2022
$171 CAD Donation Money Spent
4470 Baht ($171 CAD) added to the donation money spent list .
Note* When I do the conversion rate online, which is better than you would get at a bank.
My Tiny HAULING Motorcycle
Another Buy For The Families Of The Dump
Will be leaving Mae Sot in 3 or 4 days. I did probably the last or near last donation buy today.
Saturday, March 12, 2022
Police Pull Me Over! Oops!! One Way Road!
Today as I drove my motorbike the wrong way on a one way road the police ran out screaming at me to stop. I kept driving, they kept screaming, so I stopped. The head guy (of 3) asked me where I was going in Thai. I told him I was going home. Then he told me I was going the wrong way on a one way road which was true. I told him I did not know and was sorry (actually I knew but was trying to cheat as it was only a 1/2 black back, and if I needed to connect back on the opposite one way I would have to drive over a kilometre.
After a bit of head shaking, the let me go without a fine. Lucky me! Nice of them. I have heard stories of corrupt police really sticking it to a farang (Westerner) when they get a chance. These police were very fair. That was my first potential fine encounter with the police since I started coming to Thailand 26 years ago in 1996.
Video Link: 3 Days With Donated Car Toy
Today was the 3rd day in a row I saw this young boy carrying around the toy car we gave him. He must really love it. It was donated by a co-worker in Canada.
Boy with his donated car. |
Young Boy Carries Toy Car
Video Link: Woo Family Father Has Died
More bad news today. The father of the Woo family has died. He always seemed like a sweet quiet man with vulnerable eyes. The last time I came to the dump he was living separate from his family. He was living alone in rough conditions. I made the linked video at that time. Life is so harsh here, he was still a young man.
Woo family in 2017, the father has now passed away and the children gown |
Friday, March 11, 2022
Spent 3024 Baht In Donation Money today
Spent $3024 baht of donation money today, that is about $116 CAD. I will adjust the linked donation spent money number (left of page).
16 Bags Of Food
Preparing the food bags for the vomit days. I can carry 4 bags a day to the dump along with my camera gear, plus extras like muscle bal, cough candies and lollipops, plus chips and mama noodle treats.
Seperating The Rice
Put 8-5 kilo bags of rice into 16-2.5 kilo bags I will try to distribute the rice evenly amongst the families. One for each home. Not a lot but it will help. Thank you donators!!
Another FAMILIES Donation Buy, 3024 Baht
Had a good day with the families at the dump. Another 4 or 5 people recognized me , everyone very friendly, lots of smiles. Some Burmese smile with red teeth from years of eating betal nut. It creates a u inquest look of happiness.