Social Documentary Photography for a Better World!

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Many, Many, Many Hellos! "Minga La Bah!"

My first day back with the families I was showered with "Ming Gau Lau Bau's" (Hello's). More than 10 different people maybe 15 said hello to me first. A few people who did not know me were afraid or stand offish, not smiling, heads turned away but the vast majority greated me warmly with a smile and sometimes a laugh. It was relaxing and good to be back with these families again.

One older man who's family I have photographed extensively ran up to me yelled out a hello, waied me (a sign of respect , you raise your hands together at face level) then as a bonus shook my hand vigorously. Through this whole procedure he laughed and smiled showing missing and red stained teeth. It was all rather remarkable as most Burmese people are rather subdued when greeting others in social situations. A memory I will take back with me to Canada when I am working my long security night shifts.

First Day Back In The Domp: "Shell Shocked!"

Am overwhelmed a bit shocked at what I found today on returning to the dump. I have so much to write about that I do not know where to start.

The first thing that I saw which was a huge slap in the face was that 10+ homes were gone! Where were they? Nothing remained! The well was still there but noting else. Where were the families I had photographed just 4 short month ago? When I saw that empty space it was shocking, there was so much life there before, and now nothing! There was a nearby shanti lean-too type area nearby. I am not sure if this is temporary housing or just an area the workers spend time in during there work day, sorting bottles etc,

After asking question, lots of questions I learned that most of those families had been relocated. I am not sure if they still work the garbage or not. I found one man from that group of families in another part of the. He greeted me with excitement, calling out to me from the distance. He told me he lived alone now, not sure what happened to his wife and children. He asked me for some boots after showing me his old damaged pair, he needs Thai size 10 1/2.j

Update* After my second day at the dump I came to realize the shanty area is where the families sort their scavenging and rest during the hottest part of the day.

Friday, April 8, 2016

In Mae Sot!

After a 8 hour overnight bus ride from Bangkok I arrived in Mae Sot. I just checked into my hotel and unpacked. There were 4 security checks along the route today, 2 more than normal. The Thai immigration and police folks are working overtime, checking for drug and human trafficking activity.

The hardest part of the trip for me was lugging my heavy camera bag along with my 59lb donation suitcase.through the streets of Bangkok and through the Northern Bangkok bus terminal "Mochit". Just when I thought I had finally found my bus platform #38 things got worse. A Thai boy showed up with a lit up orange wand (Harry Potter like) then led us all through the running bus clogged streets up and over multiple curbs to another waiting area. 15 minutes later a Thai woman led us over another 4 or 5 curbs to our tour bus, thank goodness my bag had wheels or I would never had made it!

After that things went well. I was given a prime seat on the bus up top in the front allowing me to stretch my legs. Was seated next to a young police recruit and we spoke a bit. On my left was a young gitl from Burma and an older man I do not think he was family (trafficking the young pretty girl?)This poor girl seemed frightened, she had scared eyes especially the multiple times she was asked to show her passport by intimidating men hovering over her in uniform (including the rude bus driver). What will her life be like? Took her photo will post it later.

Will get  some sleep and then do an afternoon visit to the dump. Many blogs and updates to follow, stay tuned. Nighty night!

Note*  My second donation suitcase is in storage waiting in Bangkok for my next trip to Mae Sot in around 20 days. Hopefully less lugging through the streets with that 50+ pounder.

Thursday, April 7, 2016

Am Off To Mae Sot!

Finally taking the overnight bus to Mae Sot tonight. I am on an extra tour bus with no set seat as it is Songran festival her in Thai and the buses are jammed full. This is dangerous time of year for traveling in Thailand, there are thousands of deaths a year on Thai roads each Songran.

If I do make it to Mae Sot intact I will start shooting and handing out the boots immediately. I am taking one 50+ lb bag with me plus camera bag with me this trip and the second bag with rest of the goods next trip to Mae Sot.

Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Saying Goodbye To "The People Who Live Under The Freeway"

Today was my last day in Klong Toey slum. I visited the two people who live under the freeway Khu Anapon and Khun Ooh to say goodbye till next year. I think I visited them 5 times this trip. Not a lot of visual action around them. Sort of do the same photos of the again and again. This trip I did photograph them with the Canon digital which was a bit different.

When I arrived this morning Ooh was very happy, she smiled and waved me over with her skinny arm saying "sawatdee ka" (hello). I had not been there for 2 days. I think she was surprised to see me again. She kept telling the nearby motorcycle taxi drivers that I was "Jai Dee!, Jai Dee!!", which means he has a "Good Heart" (a kind and good person).

I photographed Anapon and Ooh for 45 minutes or so before telling them I would return next year. I gave each of them 100 baht (3.80 CAD) which they were very happy with. Khun Ooh was extremely happy, she gave a cry of joy when I handed her the money and kept looking at and counting the 5-20s over and over again after that.

Note* I might be returning with a small present for Khun Ooh. She has a dog who lives with her in her small room. The dog can be rather aggressive with strangers (always barking at me) and tends to bite. I am going to try and buy him a mouth strap, to prevent him biting people. Hope I can give it to her this trip, if not then next year.

Digi Point And Shoot Photos #2

A few more digi"Dream Scape" shots.

Self Portrait #1
Homeless Man #1
Taxi Driver #1
Street #16
Street #17
Street #13 "Dinner"
Thai Flag #2 (Slight Crop)
Street #11 "Lady White Hat" (Cropped)
Street #12 "Masked Man"
Fair #7 "Couple"
Train #2
Street #9 "Som Loh Driver"

Monday, April 4, 2016

75 And Kicking!

After fighting my way through a very hot Thai afternoon in Mahachai I met a fun and joyful person who worked on the fishing boats. He was a 75 year old man who was so filled with life that it was a pleasure to be around him.. This man was constantly laughing and sharing stories. He spoke at length with me about the 6 Buddhist amulets he wore round his neck. He was still a strong man and at one point hopped to work tying down the boat. I never did ask his name (my bad), will post some photos of the portraits later.

With Some Fisherman

I visited Mahachai today which is 1 hour by bumpy train from Bangkok. Mahachai is a fishing town with a large seafood market. The highlight of the day was 1 hour or so that I spent on 2 docked fishing vessels interacting and photographing the crew. It was fun to joke and speak to all of them. The only 2 that were too shy to talk were two young teenage(15?) boys from Burma. I shot a bunch with the Canon digital which luckily I had brought along. Will post those photos on my return to Canada. Today's adventure was another example of the importance of speaking some Thai, it helps gain access to photo ops.

Digi Point And Shoot Photos

Thinking of calling this series made with my dying Sony RX100 II, "Dream Scapes".

Street #7 "Som Loh Driver" (Cropped)
Street #7 "Som Loh Driver"
Street #6 "Ferry Man"
Thai Flag #1 
Child #2
Fair #2 "The Queen"
Child #1
Street #4 "Street Man-Beggar" (Cropped)
Fair #3 "Viewing Pickpocket Criminals"
Fair #1 (Cropped)
Street #2 "Bus"
Street #3 "Moving Bus"
Street #4 "Street Man-Beggar"

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Bangkok Digi At Night

Over the last several days I have been making digital shots at night in Bangkok. Am just quickly shooting handheld with the Sony point and shoot as I move about the city on various adventures. I like the feel of many of these photographs which are filled with motion and swirling colors.

My Sony used camera seems to be breaking down as it often makes strange grinding noises which sucks big time. Sometimes when you buy used you get screwed! So far the camera continues to make   pictures. Later I will do up a Blurb magazine and maybe a gallery submission of the best stuff.

Saturday, April 2, 2016

Covered in Sweat!

The last two times I went out to photograph "The People Who Live .Under The Freeway" I was not able to do a portrait of Khune Ooh because she had left to work. Today I went out earlier leaving my hotel at 9am and walking down to the freeway. She was at home and I did some photos of her of Khune Anapon (who is always at home) and some nearby train cars.

I was out for about 45 minutes, from around 9am to 945am and came back to my room covered in sweat! Back in my hotel I needed to take yet another shower. Gosh it's so damn hot in Bangkok even in the morning after 10 minutes your all sweaty.

The plan is to go out later in the day to the boxing gym and do some more close up portraits after the boxers work out and have sweat on their faces. I will also return to the "The People Who Live Under The Freeway" portraits one more time tomorrow morning. Will move onto other subjects after that, not sure what. I plan on heading to Mae Sot around the 8th.

Finding My Rhythm

I am finding my rhythm now, today was my best days of shooting. I photographed a number of children in KlongToey for "Forgotten Laughter"' Khune Annapon for "The People Who Live Under The Freeway" and several boxers for "Muay Thai Slum Boxer".

I worked with one camera today. The Rolleiflex and Tri-x calmed my shooting. Using film only was refreshing and invigorating. It was a good day. Hot as hell all day, I sweat like a pig but some good photos were made. I need many more good shooting days like today.

Friday, April 1, 2016

Link: Ilford ULF Film Buy

Am making inquiries into the pricing for Ilford ULF Film. Ilford does an annual run of ULF sizes in there Delta, FP4 and HP5 film types. I am checking the pricing of 16x20 25 sheet boxes and the HP5 20 inch x 100 foot fim roll. My best bet will probably to order throu Calgarys Camerastore then pick the film up (save on shipping) when I do my camping trips through that area later in the summer/fall.

The deadline for the buy is May 26. More to follow. Here is the ULF Ilford buy link (Thank Jim G).
http://www.ilfordphoto.com/products/page.asp?n=137

Dump Plans

Trying to figure out the best way to get all the donations and gear to Mae Sot from Bangkok. The best plan might be to do 2 trips like last time, each trip running 7-10 days. That way I could split up the gear and donations allowing for much easier travel. It might go like this:

Trip #1, half the boots and hats, children's clothes. My 120mm film and cameras plus the digital camera.
Trip #2, the rest of the hats and boots, toys, clothes. My 5x7 camera and gear plus the 35mm. Leica.

In between trips I need to do a visa run. I have to leave Thai and renter to get a second arrival visa allowing me another 30 days in Thailand. Where to go thou? I could go to Cambodia or Laos but might do something more exotic, a European country? Italy? Amsterdam? It would be for a short time, maybe a week or so. Worried about the cost of Europe. Always dreamed of seeing the Sistine Chapel in Rome,

Going Slowly

Not much happening here. I did a few forgotten laughter Rolleiflex portraits yesterday in Klong Toey also some digi stuff at the boxing gym. Shooting a fair amount of bad photos, I need to pick up my game. Will take out the Rollie only today and photograph the people who live under the freeway and the Muay Thai boxers.

One possible stronger subject yesterday were some portraits of a extremely drunk Thai man named Champoo 58 years old. Made the photos on the edges of Klong Toey slum, near the Migrant workers home. He was climbing all over me drunk as a skunk, barking out orders, reeking of booze, even the local Thai women were put off by him. Maybe something visually compelling there.

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Email To An Edmonton Gallery

Just wrote this to some friends at an Edmonton gallery I have exhibited at before. I thought I would share part of it here as an update on my "The Families of the Dump" and "Forgotten Laughter". Thoughts. Hopefully we can show at this gallery again or at some other Western Canada spaces.

Here is part of the email:

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Thanks S-----
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Am currently in Bangkok. Will be off to the Mae Sot garbage dump in a few days to make donations and continue my project "Forgotten Laughter" about the Burmese refugee children who work the dump. Almost by accident raised over $1000 plus 80 hats, 7 safety rubber boots, toys and children's clothing to hand out to the families and school. Have two 50lb bags loaded down with the donations in my Bangkok hotel room as I type to you.

Will send you folks a submission of the photo work later. Also want to incorporate found dump objects (bringing stuff back to Canada), video and written blogs in any possible exhibition. I want the viewer to have as 3D an experience as possible. Maybe putting the found dump objects in a glass container of some kind. The idea being the viewer could take off a lid and smell the world the children live in. Want to hit people hard in the gut with the reality these young children face 24/7!!!

Thanks Gerry
www.gerryyaum.blogspot.com

Shooting Digi!

First thought on shooting a digital DSLR is tat "it is weird!". Having the immediate feedback is great but it also shows you what garbage your shooting straight off. There is no false hope of what the captures are, you see the crap your shooting immediately. It is much easier to see what changes in shutter speeds and f-stops do, you can play and get the exact effect your after. You folks out there in Internet land know all of this but for me a lifetime film shooter this is all a bit jarring.

One thing I really love about digi is the possibility of shooting in very low light situations. My camera the Canon 5D Mark ll is an older model but still greatly out performs what I can do with pushed Tri-x. I shot at ASA 2000 several times yesterday. The ability to change ASA as you go, to have auto focus and see what's happening quickly allows for the ultimate in quick photography of people. I still am using the manual on the camera which allows me to control light better but is a bit slower. Another great thing is you do not run out of film at the wrong moments! Something that happened to me several times with the Rollie today.

So far I am having fun with digi camera but still love the look and feel of film much better.

My First Day

My first day was so so. I left the room around 7am, it was already Farley hot. I handed out the photos and said hello to the people who live under the free way , Khune Anapon and Khune Ooh. Then walked down the train tracks to explore. I did not find to much but eventually made it to the Klong Toey subway station and the heart of Bangkok Sukhumvit road.

On Sukhumvit road I did a bit of uninspired photography of some homeless people sleeping alongside people walking to work. Did a lot of walking but did not feel much inspired by what I saw. Visited the tourist sex bar area of Nana on Soi 4 (street 4) and was surprised many of the beer bars were open at 910am. Who the hell needs booze and sex workers at 9 in the morning! Do these foreign sex tourist dudes guys wake up lusting to get wasted and laid? Heck the bar just closed around 2am, not enough last night? I asked a local taxi tout who was looking for gullible tourists what time the bar opened, he told me 8 or 830am. WOW!

The only positive photo sequence of the day was a series I shot with Rollie of isolated people waking past me on busy Sukhunvit road with a neutral background. I tried to capture them as they quickly walked past. Hard type shooting with iffy focusing at best. I shot everything at 1/250 and f 4 or 5.6. Ended up shooting around 10 rolls this way, possibly a waste of fin, am far from sure this worked at all. This style of photo was inspired by Walker Evens and Harry Callahan. The Rolleiflex works well for this type of photography, most folks do not know what your holding or that your photographing. Hope I got something out of all those rolls. If it works will try again the future. For now thou I want to save my 120 film for the families at the dump.

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Am In Bangkok!!

Arrived here in Bangkok at around noon. There was an hour delay coming out of Taiwan that put me a bit behind schedule but things worked out well. I gathered my bags, four in total, got some money then headed out to the departure taxis. Had to lift my bags over a fence to get then to these  taxis. The airport folks like you to go through the arrival area where you pay a higher fee, sneaking out at departure as I did saves you a bit. A soon as I got over the fence a taxi driver approached to help with my bags.

The drive from the airport to my Klong Toey slum hotel was VERY talkative. I have not spoken that much Thai in quite a while, basically it was like 40+ minutes of gabbing. I did not get all of it but most was understood, maybe 80% or more. The driver was a nice man of 32, a wife and 8 year old boy, no second wife (fairly common here). He spoke kindly even lovingly of his wife, he said that she was the boss and nagged him if he did not bring enough money hone after work. The man (Khun Jahn) was not a drinker or smoker (not sure if the non drinking part was true). He had driven a taxi for 5 years and liked it except for traffic jams. As we drove there was a 7 km stoppage of traffic heading back the other way  to th airport. The driver told me "No red lights but the cars are all stopped!". Anyway a nice guy who got me right to the door of my hotel (most drivers have a hard time finding this hotel). I ended up giving him a good 40 baht tip. The taxi cost was 300 baht ($11.10 CAD) plus 75 baht for tollways. Did not save any money in the end but had a nice conversation and the the driver made a bit more instead of the airport. His wife will be happy!

I checked into my hotel and got a 10% discount, the per night rate is 765 baht ($28.30 CAD). Then went up to my room unpacked and ordered some food. I chose khao pud moo (fried rice with pork) and tom yum goong (spicy shrimp soup). With a 20 baht tip the cost was 220 baht ($8.14 CAD).

Then I laid down for a 2 hour nap and woke up 12 hours later at 230am!! Gosh even thou I slept 8 hours or so on plane #2 from Vancouver to Taipei I was still very tired. Now I am rested and ready to go! Will go to a local 7/11 to get some supplies and food then head out for a days shooting in the nearby slum. Will go first to meet the folks who live under the freeway (have some photos to give them) then the Muey Thai boxers at the slum gym and the local migrant workers living in the temp housing unit.

The adventure begins today! "Ain't Photography Grand!!

Sunday, March 27, 2016

Meeting Folks

One of the coolest parts of traveling is all the people you meet along the way. The first folks of this trip are a Filipino family at the Edmonton airport. Four people a dad, mom plus a young daughter  5 years and son 2 years 4 months. They are all headed to some place 9 hours bus ride from Manila. Nice friendly people as most Filipinos I have met are. The young boy who is maybe is not speaking yet which has to be worrisome to the parents. What age do children usually stat speaking?

Starting Well

Am at the Edmonton airport waiting for the first of 3 flights that will eventually get me to Bangkok.  So far so good, I got my 2 check in bags on the planes both listed as HEAVY but legal, no extra costs. One bag weighed in at 50.4 pounds the secon at 50.8 pounds, my max weight allowed is 50lbs. I was also able to get all my roll film hand checked (160 rolls 120mm and 50 rolls 35mm). I even got a bunch of praise "Your fighting the good fight", "Keep up the good work!" From the airport security officer who hand checked my film. I x-rayed one box of 5x7 sheet film that I brought with me and some loose rolls of 35mm in my bag and in my cameras.

Taking The DSLR!

At work last night I stumbled on a photog who shot at the dump using a DSLR. some good work and some night photos as well. I have decided to take my CANON 5D Mark ll and 24mm f 1.4 lens with me to Asia. Not sure this is the right thing to do but I need to give this a go. I bought a 64gb storage card today.

Friday, March 25, 2016

Weighing The Bags

Well am down to my final packing now and the weighing of the bags. All the weighing was done with my handy dandy digital travel scale.

Check in bag #1:
- 50lbs to 50.7lbs
- 7 pairs of rubber safety boots
- 1 pair of child boots, pink (donated by my work friends young daughter)
- 8/10 young girl dresses (donated by my work friends young daughter)
- hats maybe 15

Check in bag #2:
- 44.8lbs
- hats, hats and more hats, all styles around 70 or so
- dolls and other toy figures (donated by my work friends young daughter)
- camera accessories, tripod, my clothes, clear bags for found dump item collection, 2 packs small
  b/w photos to hand out, a few colour photos to hand out.

Carry on bag #1 I cannot check in my film or it will be X-rayed and destroyed.
- 21lbs
- film, 160 rolls Tx 120, 1 box 50 sheet Tx 5x7, 50 rolls Tx 35mm
- film changing tent bag
- old iPad

Carry on bag #2. Technically not allowed but I use it to carry my cameras like a woman's purse. I cannot check in my cameras, they might be stolen or damaged.
- 13lbs
- Rolleiflex F 2.8
- Plaubel Makina 67
- Lecia M6 with Tri-Elmar-M lens
- Nikon flash
- Small meter
- Sony RX100II digital camera
- RE video camera

Gear Pic

Getting down to my final packing. Here is a photo of the photo gear I will probably be taking along with my 5x7 stuff which is already being stored in Thai. I made the photo with my new/used Sony RX100II which will also be going to Asia.

The cameras are a Plaubel Makina 67, a Rolleiflex F 2.8 and a Leica M6 with Tri-Elmar-M lens (28-35-50mm). At the top of the picture is the tiny RE video camera (go pro competitor), I will use this video camera to do point of view video when I am making some of my still images. I can use the video later online and in exhibitions.

Trip Gear

Thursday, March 24, 2016

The Possibilities!!!

The trip is quickly approaching and I am starting to get excited. People here at work keep wishing me well, a safe trip etc. Probably more than 10 folks so far. The donation work will be rewarding, the travel and transporting bags will be painful but what I am really looking forward to is MAKING PICTURES!

The picture making possibilities are endless. To walk with a camera creating photos, oh the joy of it! The shear beauty, happiness and excitement of looking for, finding and then making photographs! Life does not get better than that. What will be created? The possibilities are endless. My excitement grows! Bring the trip on, lets get to this!

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Paul's 8x10 Print Finished

I managed to finish the Paul in England "Forgotten Laughter"print tonight. It is all packed up and ready to be sent out tomorrow or the next day. This is the print I am giving out as payment for some small 43mm filters I got off eBay.

This is not really a great deal financially but some how it just seemed the right thing to do. I do not get a lot of request for photographs and when Paul asked for a small print, I had to do it for him. Who knows this might lead to more education and understanding about the lives of the "The Families of the Dump". I signed, dated, titled and printed the photograph to archival standards (no mat board as mounting with dry mount tissue is not archival).

I hope Paul likes the print, I will use his yellow 43mm filter this coming trip to Thai. This young Karen child lives in the garbage dump in Mae Sot, now her story will be told as it hangs on a wall in Manchester England. Her life, her experience will be remembered, and hopefully learned from.

Paul's 8x10 print with shipping tube, plastic protective envelope and spotting dyes

Print Buy, $500

Chris a man I work with who donated $180 to the families last time round has asked me to print him up some photos. I will print up 5 for him at the cheaper price of $100 per print (11x14s). Chris selected 5 photos from a group I gave him on a USB stick a while back. He told me he would drop off his selections later this week. I will print them on my return to Canada, probably get them back to him in June/July 2016.

I will use that $500 for my photography, maybe to help buy a lens for my 16x20 (May Lee) or to pay for of the Platinum printing workshop in Calgary ($1200).

5 Pairs Of Used Rubber Safety Boots Ready To Go

Well got my boots ready to take home and then to the dump in Thailand, half a world away. These 5 pairs were donated by the petrochemical plant where I work security. The boots are used but in good shape, some almost look brand new. I have 3 more pairs at home in my bags ready to go. With these 5 added it will make 8 total. I will need to see what I can fit and what I take and not take after I start final packing and weighing my bags tomorrow.

I will wear one pair of these boots while in the dump then donate them before I leave. Wearing safety boots will hopefully prevent any stepping on nail mishaps like last time.

5 pairs of rubber safety boots ready to go

Poem: "In The Churchyard At Cambridge" By Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

In The Churchyard At Cambridge

In the village churchyard she lies,
Dust is in her beautiful eyes,
  No more she breathes, nor feels, nor stirs;
At her feet and at her head
Lies a slave to attend the dead,
  But their dust is white as hers. 

Was she a lady of high degree,
So much in love with the vanity
  And foolish pomp of this world of ours?
Or was it Christian charity,
And lowliness and humility,
  The richest and rarest of all dowers? 

Who shall tell us?  No one speaks;
No color shoots into those cheeks,
  Either of anger or of pride,
At the rude question we have asked;
Nor will the mystery be unmasked
  By those who are sleeping at her side. 

Hereafter?--And do you think to look
On the terrible pages of that Book
  To find her failings, faults, and errors?
Ah, you will then have other cares,
In your own short-comings and despairs,
  In your own secret sins and terrors!

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Getting To That Next Level

I need to get to that next level with my photography, the time is now. This trip will be my last opportunity for a long time to make photographs of consequence. Now is the time to reach deep and find the meaning and expression in my work I have always sought.

I owe the people who allow me into their lives, I owe my father who sacrificed for me. I need to create at a higher level, to make up for all my past failures, to fufill a hoped for destiny. Now is the time to get this done, now is the time to do things up right.

Nearing My Final Gear List

Been thinking over my final camera gear and film list for the coming trip. This is where it currently sits. There might be a few changes yet.

1 - Rolleiflex F 2.8
1 - Plaubel Makina 67
1 - Leica M6 with 28-35-50 f 4 Tri-Elmar-M lens
1 - Nikon flash
1 - Metal flash bracket
1 - Rolleiflex leather binocular focusing device
1 - Rolleiflex pistol grip (for shooting handheld at shutterspeeds 1/30,1/60)
1 - Rolei flex penta viewfinder 3 - Rolleinar's for closer up work, #1,#2 and #3
1 - Sony digital point and shoot camera, for making trip video and giveaway snapshots
1 - Mini carbon fibre tripod

1 - Box 5x7 Tri-x 50 sheet
160 - Rolls Tri-x 120 film
50 - Rolls Tri-x 35mm

Note* I currently have my 5x7 Linhof with 210mm and 1200mm lens, spot meter, reflector, tripod, tripod head being stored in Thailand. I also have 170 sheets of unexposed Tri-x 5x7 waiting for me there.

And The Money Keeps Coming!

Got another $60 plus offers of more hats yesterday. Money and donations keep coming even thou I am not asking anyone. Somehow not sure how exactly but without even asking for one dollar I ended up getting $1545 CAD in donated cash (over the last 2 trips).

Why? How? Not exactly sure but it has happened. It is connected to the underlying goodness of people. When they see they can help and the money will make a difference they try. This is also about the very positive effect documentary photography can have on peoples lives.

The donation Summary:

October 2015 - Donation totalling $480 from 3 different individuals ($200, $180 and $100)
March 2016  - Donations totalling $1065 from multiple sources.
                      - $555 from the work fund-raiser, an additional $10 last night.
                      - $300 from a family who I work with, they also donated in October.
                      - $150 from 4 boys of a family next to my friends (complete strangers to me)
                      - $50 from another one of the individuals who donated in October.

I got all that money while never once asking for any! Sort of shocking.

Sunday, March 20, 2016

I Have A Teacher To Learn Platinum Printing From!

I now have a teacher to learn the Platinum printing process from! Learning from a quality photographer and teacher through a workshop is the best way to speed up the learning curve up and do do things right. I found a teacher in Calgary who is an outstanding pro when it comes to the creative arts and the Platinum process. If your going to learn to do things right, you need to learn from the best.

The workershop is divided into 3 parts, sensitometry, platinum printing and a field trip. Training is done over 3 different days, with a week or two between the 2nd and 3rd sections. I am going to go get this done on my return to Canada, probably in June or July. The cost is $1200 CAD (including all materials), the classes are  in Calgary (3.5 hours South of Edmonton) and the training is one on one!

More details to follow!!!

Money! Money!! Money!!!

Gosh the donation money is really piling up! The weird thing about all this money and other donation stuff, is that I am not really doing much. It is all just falling in my lap, lead by other people I know, work with, friends etc. It is all just there for me to donate to the "Families of the Dump" as if by magic. I end up looking like the hero with the people in Mae Sot, but the real heroes are all these wonderful folks giving freely here in Canada. I think the power of the photos, the video and the stories initiated it all but for the most part I just sent out a email to some folks I work with back in September 2015 and everything else came of the generosity and goodness of the people here in the Edmonton area of Canada. I am doing almost nothing and yet the money and goods keep piling up.

All this kindness from so many folks revitalizes your faith in the goodness of human beings. The money total after yesterdays $450 adds up to $1005 CAD ($555 from the fundraiser) . I also have around 85 hats, 10 pairs of rubber boots (2 children sizes), child jewellery, young girls clothing, and a variety of toys (small doll like figures etc.) to donate.

I will not be able to take everything with me but will do the best I can.

A Great Night And Fun Teaching Experience

Yesterdays meal and meet and greet with my co-workers children turned out wonderful. Even thou I was quite tired going in, being with her family, telling some stories, showing the video and pics from the dump woke me up and it all went very well. During the evening there was a visit from 4 young next door neighbour boys (12 years old? ). So I had a captive audience of 2 adults and 8 children.

After dinner we all sat in front of the TV, I put my USB stick in and we were able to watch video, and pics directly from the dump. I hope the children aged from 6 to 14 were able to learn a few things about how lucky they are in their lives. We all have problems here in Canada but our problems often pale in comparison to the lives of people living in poverty in other parts of the world.

The surprise of the night for me was all the donations. I thought I was living up to a promise I made in September 2015, to tell stories of life at the dump to my co workers children, actually this was a whole new thing. New money, new donations, new promises for a return in the late spring or late fall to do this all again. I will probably go back and do a second round of video/photos and stories with everyone when I return from Thailand

Last nights surprise donations included:
- $150 from the 4 neighbour boys (who I had just met). A very generous thing, and a total surprise to me.
- $300 from my co worker and her family (4 children). It was rather amazing to see young children reach into her/his private wallet (money they had earned doing chores etc) and dig out $25 to give to the children living in a dump half a world away. It brought a tear to my eye to see this.

I also got a bag of donation goods from the family that included.

- young girls dresses, tops, clothes, even a bathing suit.
- small rubber boots, and other shoes.
- hats of many kinds.
- toys, puzzles, dolls.
- child type necklaces and other jewellery.

Saturday, March 19, 2016

Motivational Talk?!

Going out now to do a talk to the children of one of the ladies I work with. Back in November they donated $200 for the families at the dump. I promised her on my return I would bring photos/videos of life in the dump, and tell stories for her children. The idea being that her spoiled kids of Canada will learn about the lives of other children living in poverty in Asia. They can see how their donations helped, and learn a bit of understanding and empathy in the bargain. Hopefully this night will help them grow as people, becoming better human beings in the process.

I need to be bit inspiring, hopefully they will remember this night in a positive way as they continue to grow and develop.

Video: Bleaching "Forgotten Laughter Photos"

Here is a vid I did up tonight with the mini RE video camera I plan to use in Asia mounted to my film cameras. It shoots a very wide angle point of view. The photos in the video are from "Forgotten Laughter", including a small 8x10 I am sending a small 8x10 I am sending to Paul in England in exchange for the filters he sent me.
HI Def YouTube Version



Friday, March 18, 2016

View Camera Workshop

I have a $140 CAD view camera workshop tomorrow with a new student. Vern the student is driving all the way up from Calgary for the workshop. Another workshop with a student from far outside Edmonton, this will be my 3rd, my second from Calgary. Hopefully he learns lots and enjoys our time together. I will try extra hard to make sure he is happy and gets his moneys worth. Calgary is a 3+ hour drive South of my city of Edmonton. The guy is really going all out to learn analog view camera photography, my teaching needs to live up to his hopes.

I will use the $140 for my coming trip to Thai, not sure how, maybe as donation money or to help pay for transportation costs to and from the dump. Every day I go to and from the dump it costs around $15. So $140 would pay for 10 dump visits, there and back from Mae Sot town.

Update* The workshop went very well. Vern is a more advanced photographer but he still learned plenty of things and said he was very happy he did the 7 hour ride to and from Calgary to spend 4 hours with me talking view camera photography. I earned 140 dollars which should pay for all transportation to and from the Mae Sot dump. Wins all round! A good day.

Got My Filters

I got my 2 - 43mm filters from Paul in England yesterday as promised. I still need to do my part of the deal, will continue work on his "Forgotten Laughter" 8x10 photo print today. I still need to do the secondary printing process, the bleaching, final fix, hypo clear, toning and wash. I should be able to finish that all off today. I want to get this print mailed  out to him before I leave Canada. He told me he is excited to place it on his wall. I will use his filters in Thailand this trip, something else Paul is happy with.

Secondary printing process, bleaching 11x14 "Forgotten Laughter"print

Started Packing

I have started packing. The current donation hat count is 75 (95% new), the used rubber safety boot count is 3 (with 5 more coming next week). I plan on loading up all my "Famalies of the Dump" donations then weighing my 2 check in bags and seeing how things work after that.

I am packing a bit early but need to get as much done as I can before I go back to my work week when I have less time. The countdown to my Thai departure date has begun!

Note* Am still being offered hats, and toys etc from folks at work, so might be taking more things yet if the weight allows for it.

$555 Dollars Donated At The Fundraiser

Well the fundraiser at the plant where I work security was yesterday. We managed to raise $555 CAD plus I got a bunch more hats and 5 sets of used rubber safety boots were donated and will come home with me next week.

You got to love the power of photography, it has lead to all of this. The importance and power of pictures are amazing $555 appears as per magic! The plant paid for everything, the hotdogs, buns, chilli, cookies, treats etc. I just showed up talked a bit and got $555 from the people who work with me.

Thanks so so much everyone. I will use the money to help the "Families of the Dump".

Yesterdays fundraiser for "Families of the Dump"

Note* One sort of weird coincidence in all of this is that the Thai word for the number 5 is "HAU". When Thais chat or send SMS messages instead of using LOL they often type 555 (ha ha ha). Hopefully this is a good omen for the $555 in money donations. The contributions should bring many smiles and maybe a few laughs to the "Families of the Dump", 555 : ))

Sunday, March 13, 2016

Quotes: Charlie Chaplin

"Failure is unimportant. It takes courage to make a fool of yourself."

"Life is a beautiful magnificent thing, even to a jellyfish."

"The saddest thing I can imagine is to get used to luxury."

[on being informed that Adolf Hitler sat through two screenings of "The Great Dictator" (1940)]
" I'd give anything to know what he thought of it."

[on his screen character, The Little Tramp]
"A tramp, a gentleman, a poet, a dreamer, a lonely fellow, always hopeful of romance and adventure."

[on receiving a lifetime Oscar, 1972]
"Words are so futile, feeble."

Quote: Bill Bixby (Actor)

"I have learned that there is no way to succeed in anything unless you are willing to try and trying means you run the risk of failure."

Saturday, March 12, 2016

Quote: Theodore Roosevelt

"The only man who never makes a mistake is the man who never does anything."

or from facebook. "Mistakes are the stepping stones to learning."

Quote: Harroom Moghul (Author, Essayist And Public Speaker)

From a opinion piece on CNN.

"Muslims around the world, like all people around the world, matter. They don't matter because they approve or disapprove of our policies. They matter because they're human beings. They're no better than us or worse than us except by what they do. Or what we do."

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Friday, March 11, 2016

5 More Pairs Of Rubber Safety Boots To Donate

The great folks I work with at my plant gave me another five pairs of used rubber safety boots to donate to the families in the dump. Three of those pairs are almost brand new, hardly used at all. The other two are a size 9 which show some use but might might fit the people in the dump better and a size 11.

I decided on a better procedure for my own footwear. I had planned to take the same size 12 Wall-mart non safety boots this trip (bought a new pair) as I did last trip. Trouble is last trip I stepped on a nail and it went straight through the boot into my foot. I thought this time it would be smarter to wear the size 11 used SAFETY boots from work in the dump (they fit fine). If I am going to carry an extra set of boots all the way to Asia for myself it is smarter to lug another pair of safety version type over non safety. I plan to donate my boots in the end anyway so it is better for me to have safety boots when I am working and it's better to donate those size 11 safety boots to a worker in the dump later on as well. The eventual user will also be protected from nails and dropping things on their toes.

I have 3 pairs of safety boots from last time round still at my house here in Edmonton so with the addition of these 5. I could be donating as many as 8 rubber safety boots to the dump! I will also no doubt be buying a bunch of cheap Chinese style boots for people from the Mae Sot market (3 workers asked me to do that last trip).

Anyway, I am quite happy. I just washed down the five boot pairs with soap and water, and dug out the rocks and mud in the soles, everything is looking good! I will pack my 2 carry on bags to the max with boots and hats, hopefully I can take all 8 pairs of boots with me. I hope we can collect some good money at the coming dump fundraiser, not sure the best way to spend that just yet but it will all go to the families. This is going to be great!

Oh yeah : )), hmm got to make some pictures also, need to concentrate a bit on that!

Note* Safety rubber boots have steel toes and a steel metal plate in the sole of the boot to prevent nail punctures.

Hats, Hats And More Hats

The people at the petrochemical plant where I work security are really going all out trying to help. I got offered hats yesterday and more today and when I came into the guardhouse I found 6 hats left for me by the GM of the plant. People really do want to help out. The fundraiser here on site will be on the 17th hopefully we can make $300 or so on that day. There is no cost to me as the company is paying for all the hotdogs, buns and other goodies for the fundraiser. The workers are going to donating $5 to $10 dollars to buy hotdogs and such. All the money made will go directly to the families in the dump. I will post some photos from that event later on this blog.

Great stuff! All because of the power and importance of photographs!

Two children from the Mae Sot garbage dump, November/Deceomber 2015

Source For ULF Holders?

Met an interesting ULF film holder builder online. I enquired about the price for a 16x20 holder for my Chamonix 16x20. The builder who is from the Czech Republic sells his holders for $350 USD a piece, Chamonix sells theirs for $750 (with a slight discount). That is a major difference in price.

I was worried about light leaks as it seems the Chamonix cameras are rather tempermental when it comes to holders, some like the S&S holders may have light leaks (or so I've been told). The builder has offered to send me a large 16x20 holder to test which I will do. If the holder does not work for me I will send it back to him, if it does work I will then pay for it and buy more holders in the future from him. I hope this does work out, if it does I have I will then have a reliable source for my ULF holders in 11x14, 14x17, 16x20 and possibly other sizes.

Hope this works! Updates to follow.

Quote: James Agee (Writer)

Describing Walker Evans work.

"the cruel radiance of what is."

Thursday, March 10, 2016

Poem: "The Cry Of The Children" By Elizabeth Barrett Browning, 1843

I got some more used poetry books over the weekend at a local bookstore. Am discovering the work of Elizabeth Barrett Browning. Here is a poem she wrote on child labor (coal miners and factory workers). Writing poetry with a social conscience seems so right.


The Cry of the Children
 By Elizabeth Barret Browning
 
Do ye hear the children weeping, O my brothers,
      Ere the sorrow comes with years ?
They are leaning their young heads against their mothers, —
      And that cannot stop their tears.
The young lambs are bleating in the meadows ;
   The young birds are chirping in the nest ;
The young fawns are playing with the shadows ;
   The young flowers are blowing toward the west—
But the young, young children, O my brothers,
      They are weeping bitterly !
They are weeping in the playtime of the others,
      In the country of the free.

Do you question the young children in the sorrow,
      Why their tears are falling so ?
The old man may weep for his to-morrow
      Which is lost in Long Ago —
The old tree is leafless in the forest —
   The old year is ending in the frost —
The old wound, if stricken, is the sorest —
   The old hope is hardest to be lost :
But the young, young children, O my brothers,
      Do you ask them why they stand
Weeping sore before the bosoms of their mothers,
      In our happy Fatherland ?

They look up with their pale and sunken faces,
      And their looks are sad to see,
For the man's grief abhorrent, draws and presses
      Down the cheeks of infancy —
"Your old earth," they say, "is very dreary;"
   "Our young feet," they say, "are very weak !"
Few paces have we taken, yet are weary—
   Our grave-rest is very far to seek !
Ask the old why they weep, and not the children,
      For the outside earth is cold —
And we young ones stand without, in our bewildering,
      And the graves are for the old !"

"True," say the children, "it may happen
      That we die before our time !
Little Alice died last year her grave is shapen
      Like a snowball, in the rime.
We looked into the pit prepared to take her —
   Was no room for any work in the close clay :
From the sleep wherein she lieth none will wake her,
   Crying, 'Get up, little Alice ! it is day.'
If you listen by that grave, in sun and shower,
   With your ear down, little Alice never cries ;
Could we see her face, be sure we should not know her,
   For the smile has time for growing in her eyes ,—
And merry go her moments, lulled and stilled in
      The shroud, by the kirk-chime !
It is good when it happens," say the children,
      "That we die before our time !"

Alas, the wretched children ! they are seeking
      Death in life, as best to have !
They are binding up their hearts away from breaking,
      With a cerement from the grave.
Go out, children, from the mine and from the city —
   Sing out, children, as the little thrushes do —
Pluck you handfuls of the meadow-cowslips pretty
   Laugh aloud, to feel your fingers let them through !
But they answer, " Are your cowslips of the meadows
      Like our weeds anear the mine ?
Leave us quiet in the dark of the coal-shadows,
      From your pleasures fair and fine!

"For oh," say the children, "we are weary,
      And we cannot run or leap —
If we cared for any meadows, it were merely
      To drop down in them and sleep.
Our knees tremble sorely in the stooping —
   We fall upon our faces, trying to go ;
And, underneath our heavy eyelids drooping,
   The reddest flower would look as pale as snow.
For, all day, we drag our burden tiring,
      Through the coal-dark, underground —
Or, all day, we drive the wheels of iron
      In the factories, round and round.

"For all day, the wheels are droning, turning, —
      Their wind comes in our faces, —
Till our hearts turn, — our heads, with pulses burning,
      And the walls turn in their places
Turns the sky in the high window blank and reeling —
   Turns the long light that droppeth down the wall, —
Turn the black flies that crawl along the ceiling —
   All are turning, all the day, and we with all ! —
And all day, the iron wheels are droning ;
      And sometimes we could pray,
'O ye wheels,' (breaking out in a mad moaning)
      'Stop ! be silent for to-day ! ' "

Ay ! be silent ! Let them hear each other breathing
      For a moment, mouth to mouth —
Let them touch each other's hands, in a fresh wreathing
      Of their tender human youth !
Let them feel that this cold metallic motion
   Is not all the life God fashions or reveals —
Let them prove their inward souls against the notion
   That they live in you, or under you, O wheels ! —
Still, all day, the iron wheels go onward,
      As if Fate in each were stark ;
And the children's souls, which God is calling sunward,
      Spin on blindly in the dark.

Now tell the poor young children, O my brothers,
      To look up to Him and pray —
So the blessed One, who blesseth all the others,
      Will bless them another day.
They answer, " Who is God that He should hear us,
   While the rushing of the iron wheels is stirred ?
When we sob aloud, the human creatures near us
   Pass by, hearing not, or answer not a word !
And we hear not (for the wheels in their resounding)
      Strangers speaking at the door :
Is it likely God, with angels singing round Him,
      Hears our weeping any more ?

" Two words, indeed, of praying we remember ;
      And at midnight's hour of harm, —
'Our Father,' looking upward in the chamber,
      We say softly for a charm.
We know no other words, except 'Our Father,'
   And we think that, in some pause of angels' song,
God may pluck them with the silence sweet to gather,
   And hold both within His right hand which is strong.
'Our Father !' If He heard us, He would surely
      (For they call Him good and mild)
Answer, smiling down the steep world very purely,
      'Come and rest with me, my child.'

"But, no !" say the children, weeping faster,
      " He is speechless as a stone ;
And they tell us, of His image is the master
      Who commands us to work on.
Go to ! " say the children,—"up in Heaven,
   Dark, wheel-like, turning clouds are all we find !
Do not mock us ; grief has made us unbelieving —
   We look up for God, but tears have made us blind."
Do ye hear the children weeping and disproving,
      O my brothers, what ye preach ?
For God's possible is taught by His world's loving —
      And the children doubt of each.

And well may the children weep before you ;
      They are weary ere they run ;
They have never seen the sunshine, nor the glory
      Which is brighter than the sun :
They know the grief of man, without its wisdom ;
   They sink in the despair, without its calm —
Are slaves, without the liberty in Christdom, —
   Are martyrs, by the pang without the palm, —
Are worn, as if with age, yet unretrievingly
      No dear remembrance keep,—
Are orphans of the earthly love and heavenly :
      Let them weep ! let them weep !

They look up, with their pale and sunken faces,
      And their look is dread to see,
For they think you see their angels in their places,
      With eyes meant for Deity ;—
"How long," they say, "how long, O cruel nation,
   Will you stand, to move the world, on a child's heart, —
Stifle down with a mailed heel its palpitation,
   And tread onward to your throne amid the mart ?
Our blood splashes upward, O our tyrants,
      And your purple shews your path ;
But the child's sob curseth deeper in the silence
      Than the strong man in his wrath !"