Social Documentary Photography for a Better World!

Friday, May 19, 2017

2nd Final "TRUMPET" Exhibition Print Completed.

I managed to complete a 2nd final "TRUMPET" exhibition print tonight. I like the rather harsh bleaching on this 35mm negative. Of the 4 versions of this print I have this one was by far the best, the exposure and bleaching on the babies face work best. This photo was mad in 2013, I photographed this same child numberous times in 2015 and 2016. We became friends, he would pretend to take stuff from my camera bag, then run away. Most days he would follow me about the dump.

"Baby Boy In Dump Shack" the 4th 20x24 print for the "Trumpet" Exhibition
Here he is on the left playing in a dump suitcase with his younger sister 2015
Here he is in in his dump shack 2016

Writing My Artist Talk For The "Healing Process" AGSA Show

Over the last week or so I have been working on my artist talk for the coming "Healing Process" exhibition in August. I want the talk to be a tribute to my beautiful father and to also show the collaboration we both committed to produce the photographs. This was the last long series of photographs we worked together on, my father allowed me access and posed for me in subliminal important ways that contributed so much to the the finished series.

I need to express in the talk who my dad was as a person and also how we worked together on this thing. Another important theme is how through the making of the photographs I was able to cope with the loss of dad a bit easier. Art allowed me an important outlet during that very difficult year. I was able to hide behind the camera, use it as a tool to express my families shared difficulty, grief and sadness.

I will not read my notes when I speak to the crowd (how many people?) but want to have some key points written on cards which I can refer to before launching into my stories. I will speak in the gallery in front of the work for 30-40 minutes I believe. I still have to go over this with Jenny the curator of the AGSA when she does a studio visit with me on June 20. Am really looking forward to this talk. As mentioned earlier I will donate the speaking fee to the children of the dump in Thailand on behalf of my father. This will be dads last gift, he can help some children in need, BEAUTIFUL!

Tonights Final "TRUMPET" Exhibition Print

I flattened all my dried prints today just before coming to work (in the morning they were still a bit wet). Here is the 3rd of 5 prints that will be exhibited in its glass front white metal frame. The frame measures 26x30 the photo is on 20x24 paper. It is printed on my favourite photographic paper, Ilfords warmtone fiber.

I did the spotting, matting and framing tonight at work tonight and will try to complete the last 2 "TRUMPET" show prints over my next 2 security nightshifts. It would be great if I could have everything finished by Sunday, then I would use next weeks off time to start printing the last 2 photos for the "Healing Process" AGSA exhibition in August.

"Working the Garbage" the 3rd 20x24 print for the "Trumpet" Exhibition
 Note* This is a replacement working photo for the non sharp image I intially mistakedly submitted.

Thursday, May 18, 2017

Exhibition Magazine, Version #2

I am working on a still larger version of my exhibition magazine. The first version I will use for the quickly approaching "Trumpet" exhibition. This newer improved and larger magazine I will display at "Healing Process".  Because "Healing Process" is about my father and our photos I put dad on the front and back covers of this version of the mag. I have added many photos and tried to tone the contrast level of many of the exhisting shots. The blurb printing process for their magazines accentuates contrast, I needed to tone my scans-files down as much as I could to try to compensate for that.

Note* My new HP Elitebook computer is a joy to use for projects like this. I can bring it to the guardhouse along with a large external hard drive of photographs and work away during my shift between patrols and other duties. I hope it works as well for the video editing-film making I plan to do in Asia. So far I am lovin this computer, and am quite happy I bought it.

Possible cover for exhibition magazine 2

Tired After Secondary Printing

Did a bunch of secondary printing this morning after last nights 12 hour security nightshift and before tonights long shift. As a result of that effort, I did not get enough sleep and feel rather crappy as I type this. Pushing msyelf today was a necessary step to get the prints finished by work weeks end. The phtoographs are drying now in my darkroom, tomorrow morning or afternoon I will flatten the prints in my dry mount press before bringing them to work to spot, mat and frame (glass frames). If I have all the pictures printed propersly (still not sure of that), I should have the "Trumpet" exhibitons 5 photos ready to exhibit by Monday morning. That would put me about 6 days ahead of schedule. If I do not have all the prints to my liking, I still have 6 days to fix things up and get them right.

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

Quote: John Berger (Writer)

From the book "Understanding A Photograph" by John Berger. On understanding W. Eugene Smith.

"He was not a cultivated man for this implies belonging to a privileged culture. He was a loner. He sought a truth which, by its nature, was not evident. It was waiting to be revealed by him and him alone. He wanted his images to convert so that spectator might see beyond the lies, the vanity, the illusions of everyday life. In this profound sense of searching for the immanent truth he was, I believe, the most religious photographer in the history of the art. A seer in both the photographic and biblical senses of the term."

"His unique use of black and white was intimately tied to his sense of vocation. Through blackness he makes the world his own--turns it int a dark, terrible, moral theatre where souls search for beauty or redemption.....Black, for Smith, was the valley of the shadow of death. Light was hope"

"How is it that a man as pathologically egocentric as Eugene Smith, and as obsessively selfish as he often was, how is that he could produce some of the most deeply human photographs of our time?"

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Blad To Thailand?

Tonight I am putting the 26x30 3mm glass into my 2 completed "Trumpet" framed exhibition prints. I am also working on the 2nd version of the "Tears of a Butterfly" Gerry Yaum compilation photograph book for the "Healing Process" exhibition. While working on the book I have added several photos made with the Hasselblad of my father during our "My Fathers Last Days" series of photographs.

I have come to love several of the negs made with the blad, of dad that last year. I did not shoot the camera very much. I remember taking a nice photo of him in the hospital and also several of dad at home. I might have only shot him with the camera 3 or 4 times, some with a ring flash. Still even thou I used the camera in limited ways I came away with some good photographs. I am wondering if I should take a single blad body, lens maybe 2 and a couple of film backs with me to Thai. I also have some extension tubes for the blad that would allow for close up work.I have film counter/loading problems with my 2 Rollieflex F cameras, maybe going with the heavy duty and reliable blad is the way to go.

More thought needed on this. I want to keep my camera numbers/gear down but it makes such effective pictures, taking it with me might result in some strong negatives. What to do?

Dad in Hospital Blog Shot With A Hasselblad
Dad Closeup, Shot With A Hasselblad

Dad with ringflash and blad
Dad in hospital, blad available light
Extreme close up, blad available light and extension tube

Will Donate Myself

Today before work I went down to renew my expired drivers license. The person at the provincial registry asked me in if I was interested in donating my organs, HELL YES! I have wanted to do this for several years but was unsure of the process. I can register my intention to donate via the registry, by mail or online at:
www.ultimategiftalberta.ca
I plan to donate all the parts they want (heart, liver, bone, small bowel, eyes, skin, kidneys, lungs, stomach, pancreas, heart valves, vascular tissue, connective tissue) for any purpose they desire (transplantation, scientific research, medical education). It seems like a great way to go out, if I am dead what the hell do I need those parts for? Maybe I can help save a life (that would be great!), help a person become a doctor or help cure a disease. It certainly better to go out contributing to society than letting everything get wasted and burned up.

All you people out in internet land, please consider donating your organs as well. We can still have a positive influence on the world even after we die. Reach out and help others after your dead.

Note* I like how in the advertising organ donation pamphlet they twice mention that they will do the best they can to save your life before they take all your stuff. People must be afraid of them not trying too too hard to save them if they require a heart or kidneys some where else.

From the pamphlets, "What You Need To Know":

1) The first priority of health care professionals is to save lives. Your choice to be a donor does not affect the quality of life-saving medical care you receive.

4)  Organ and tissue recovery will only happen after every effort has been made to save your life.

Monday, May 15, 2017

"What Then Must We Do?"

The Linda Hunt charactor Billy Kwan in the movie "The Year Of Living Dangerously" was one of the main reasons I became a social documentary photographer. Billy asks the questions "What then must we do?" in this highly inspirational scene. Billy is right, we do what we can do, for each individual person. We should try to help the misery right in front of us and not worry to much about the larger uncontrollable picture. We should simply help those that we can help, "Add my light to the sum of light.". I can not change international relations or influence corrupt politicians but I can help pay for a young childs education or provide rice and work boots for a family in the dump."What then must I do?" Help the families!

"He who saves a single life saves the world entire." Jewish Talmud

Thank you Billy Kwan (Linda Hunt) and director Peter Weir for helping me to find my calling.
WHAT THEN MUST WE DO? scene from "The Year of Living Dangerously"

The Importance Of Learning To Work With Glass

Tonight at work I plan on doing some work on the five pieces of glass I bought last week. I will sand down the edges do they are not sharp. I bought a stone in Thailand for that purpose way back in 2012 tonight I get to finally use it! I will need to become very good at glass work. Cutting it to size, sanding the edges, cleaning it, storing it and framing it. Glass will be an integral part of the ambrotype project "Oh! Canada!". I checked with city glass, if I buy a 4x8 foot of 3mm glass to cut down it will cost roughly $150-$180 CAD a sheet, a 4mm sheet closer to $250 CAD. I might be able to work out some kind of discount off that price if I buy 5 or 6 sheets at a time.

One problem I am sure to face in the future is breakage. Broken plates have affected photographers of ambrotypes and glass negs for 150 years. I need to figure out a way to transport my glass safely before and after I shoot it. I will no doubt be traveling many a bumpy gravel dirt road, will be hitting all kinds of pot holes while journeying around the country. How to keep the glass from breaking?

Handling 35x35 inch pieces of glass should be something else. Imagine how wonderful a 35 square inch ambrotype would be. It would be AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL. I am entering new worlds here, new freakng worlds!

Another Exhibition Print Done! The Last "Trumpet" Photogragh?

Tonight I reprinted a photograph that has been exhibited before, the group shot of people working the dump garbage. This time I made a larger print on 20x24 Ilford war tone fibre paper, up from 16x20. I used the old print as a reference to this new one, it helped the process. I now have 3-20x24 versions to choose from, made 5 total (2 with errors). I will leave the neg in the enlarger until I am sure I got it after the drying.

Am back at work tonight. I had a good off week of printing. I ended up completed the first process steps on 4 different negatives. I will move onto the secondary process in the coming days after my 12 hour security night shifts.

One strange thing about this weeks printing the 35mm Neva were so much easier and gunner to work with. I love the look of grain and contrast you get when you make a 35mm negative into a 20x24 inch print. Bleaching also looks and works do much better.

2nd attempt at the "Garbage Workers" Thailand 2013
Note* When I paid to get my 20x24 tray print washer (photo above) made (based on a Zone VI design) I was told by a person that made it and thought he was an expert that I did not need to have a deep tray and did not need the Kodak siphon sprayer (see picture) attached as a bonus way to circulate water. How wrong that wrong that person was. I am very glad I did not follow his advice, I would now have paid for a washer that did not wash my prints adequately. Sometimes it is best to stand up to the arrogant, know it all types and do what you think is right! His knowledge of photography and photographic technique was limited yet he got quite angry when I went my way on the tray size instead of his.

This same photog told me once that photography was a "SIDE EFFECT" for him. Possibly  a way to rationalize his limited success as an artist and his general lack of excitement and creativity. If you claim something is not that important to you, then when you fail at it, it seems like less of a big deal (just a hobby after all!). Best to not take advice from the side effect photographers/artists and instead rely on your own judgement. Passion and hard work always wins in the end, trust your own instincts folks. If you think your right, do it your way, it is probably the best way to go!

Sunday, May 14, 2017

Tonight's Exhibition Show Print Attempt!

Working on one of the for sure in the show photographs tonight. I ended up making 4 versions and had one mistake image (forgot to open up the lens for the burn).  The strange part of this photograph is that it requires a major burn on a bright bright sun highlight in the foreground. I have to open up the lens 2 stops to f2.8 then burn with a mask for 300 seconds at filter grade 00 to bring down that bright annoying/glaring highlight. I found out by accident ( in my mistake print) that there was some fogging occurring through my RC paper mask (one level of paper). I was going to add a second paper layer to the mask when I discovered I liked the look of the slight fog on the white highlights of the background. Go figure, sometimes mistakes help an image, this fogging was accidental paper flashing, and it worked! I used a card to dodge selected parts of image during the major burn to get less fog in those areas.

I will now let the 4 possibles dry and move on to what might be final show print for the "TRUMPET" exhibition a working in the dump shot. Tonight's printing session will be in excess of 12 hours.

First attempt at "Baby In Dump Shack" photograph, Mae Sot Thailand 2013

Saturday, May 13, 2017

Quote: Woody Guthrie

"Don't let nothing get you plumb down..."

4 Japanese Women

I keep looking at the 4 Japanese women in my new ambrotype. Who were they? What can I learn from this single exposure, this small moment caught in time forever.

Clouse up Japanese women ambrotype (1870-1900?)
Thoughts on the photo, some guesses.

-The older lady on the left seems sad, like she has given up on life for some reason. No family? No husband? A widow? She seems angry and resigned to her fate, looking down and away.
-The grandma second from left seems resigned to her fate, like she has suffered much in her life. She seems to have seen it all and has given up on things. She wears a ring on one finger, her wedding ring? The last memory of a lost husband? There is also some movement in the shot, like she cannot stay still. Is it some kind of old age shaking sickness like Parkinson's?
- The youngest women second from the right must be the daughter of the woman to the far right (nearest to her) and the grand daughter of the old lady. She seems suspicious and unsure of herself, not happy or content with her life. Did she eventually marry? Have children? Live through WWII? Die in the bombing? Hiroshima? Nagasaki?
- The last figure the older women on the far right and the possible mother of the young girl seems e frightened and suspicious. She stares at the camera/photographer with real fear. I have seen that look in the eyes of sex workers in Cambodia, the sort of scared beaten dog look. She seems the most vulnerable of the 4 women in the ambrotype, the most fragile. I can almost guarantee some bad things happened in her life that gave her that fear like, don't hurt me please expression.

I like to make up stories about my found Ebay photographs,. There are so many interesting faces for sale there, those faces and those stories inspire me to make my own photos, to record my own subjects and tell my own stories.

Note* The original sharp ambrotype has a beautiful tone and a more subtle and smooth tonality to it, than this rephotographed and heavily sharpened ( my camera movement) digi version. It has a very appealing light brownish sepia tone to it. This portrait seems so timeless. I hope I can do similar work of families across Canada.

Upate* I love this newly collected group work, it is probably my favorite wet plate image. One quality clear glass ambrotypes have over tintypes is a sense of DEPTH. you look through the glass at the image on the other side, there is something very special, very 3D. very real about that. With this Japanese image I feel I can walk through time and touch their lives.

The Priztdorff Is Very Light, Weight Weight Weight, In Cameras And Holders

One thing that makes this 2 format camera ideal for travel and shooting in places like the dump is it ultralight build! I can carry the Pritzdorff quite easily over my shoulder or in a camera bag on a motorbike. In the past I have shot my much heavier 4x5 and 5x7 Linhof camera in Asia. They are certainly more durable tools but having both 4x5 and 5x7 formats in a lighter package has to be a major positive. When I run out of one type film in the field I can go to the second format and keep shooting on long working days. Less weight to carry means I can work extended periods with less fatigue.

I have also noticed that the wood holders included in the auction are lighter than the plastic ones (just realized that today). Should I go with wooden  5x7 and 8x10 holders? The loss of weight would be a major benefit, but are they reliable? With 4x5 I will be using the 6 sheet Grafmatic backs. Will wooden holders be affected by the humidity? So much to factor in to all this film shooting. Oh yeah I was also going to make a documentary film while there!! :))

Friday, May 12, 2017

Got My Blurb Exhibition Magazine Today

Along with mys Pritzdorff camera and my beautiful Japanese ambrotype my Blurb magazine exhibition book as arrived. The mag is better than I thought, a nice fatish volume of decent looking pictures. The images are too contrasty as I feared but the bright/dark ratio seems about right, the colour work (few shots) actually looks quite good. I will work to improve this magazine, will lower contrast, change out some pics etc for the second "Healing Process" exhibition which is August. The mag is acceptable for "TRUMPET" in 2 weeks time. If the Latitude 53 gallery allows it, I will leave the mag for visitors to browse through.

Got My 4x5-5x7 Pritzdorff Camera Today

I got my camera today with an additional charge of $52.38 CAD thrown in :(. The camera was fairly cheap at $600 USD and seem quite well made. I made a few adjustments, cleaned it up and now it is ready to shoot. I will use it in Asia in the dump to do group portraits and other 4x5 and 5x7 work. I plan to also use it as my main teaching camera for my view camera workshop students (I can keep my Linhof for my own persona use).

On a scale of 1-10 I would give this camera an 8. I will be unafraid to take this wonderful little tool anywhere I make pictures. It now becomes my second wooden field camera in the 4x5-5x7 format. The other camera my Korona I will use solely for wet plate work, this Pritzdorff is for film only.

My new-used Pritzdorff 4x5 and 5x7 camera

Got My Japanese Women Group Ambrotype, It Is Stunningly Beautiful

I got the Japanese women group ambrotype today, it is tiny and stunningly beautiful. This piece is like a precious memory stone from a distant pass. Who were these women, what were their stories? What is the history of this little beautiful ambrotype in its sweet little box? This is the type of work I want to do on my wet plate project, possibly. I should be able to do group portraits of this nature in 4x5, 8x10, 11x14 and even 16x20 sizes. I doubt I will have enough light to do it 35x35 but I will try it and see.

This work is the best of my ambrotypes and highly inspiring to me. I plan to take it on the road with me when I shoot the wet plate project Oh! Canada!

Another thing I like about the Japanese versions of ambrotypes is the cute little light wooden (balsum?) boxes they come in. They seem more personal some how. A box with writing on it in felt and a magical ambrotype inside. I want to do larger versions of these things later on, little island like beautiful warm tone ambrotypes in boxes.

Here is my little gem:

Japanese family group ambrotype (1870-1900?)

Shooting And Printing Equals The Complete Photographer!!

Printing is such an art form, it is completely different than shooting but such an integral part of the process. The photographers who do not do both are not complete in my estimation, they are only a one handed artist. I hope one day to become a master printer, I feel I am growing into that roll now. Doing printing for 10+ hours a day as I am now for the shows forces me to try new things, and fix different problems inside different negs. I feel I am growing and improving as a darkroom worker, bit by bit, day by day I am becoming more proficient and effective as a printer. It is all so beautiful and exciting.

"Ain't Photography Grand!!"

Another Possible "TRUMPET" Exhibition Print

Here is the  latest maybe "TRUMPET" exhibition photograph. Printed it over the last 2 nights. This print is the 1st attempt at the photograph. I found some small scratches on the lower right corner and on the girls hand. I added some Edwal's Scratch Remover" liquid and will  now attempt print 2. In the test I did after adding the Edwal's the scratches seem to have vanished, like magic. I also plan to burn the top of the hand an additional 40 seconds to bring down the tone a bit. This is a 20x24 inch print made on Ilford warmtone fiber photo paper.

I need to get this printed and then move on to a number of 35mm negs I have chosen out. I am quickly running out of time to get this show printed, I feel the pressure building.

Update* Ended up struggling through 6 versions of the print. After I put the Edwal's Anti Scratch on the neg the exposure times changed. I had to give LESS time to the print. Why less? I have no idea but I went from a basic exposure of 167 seconds to around 139 seconds. I had to redo all my testing and then clean the neg 5 or 6 times as the coated sticky stuff attracted all kinds of nasty hairs, fibers and dust.

I have 3 good versions washing now. I think one should fit the bill for the exhibition if I choose this little girls story. Will wash and dry the prints before I wash the negative again. I need to see where I am at first. If I think I got it, I can move onto the next negative.

Young girl in dump print 1st attempt, Thailand 2015

Email: Just Sent This Funding Advice Email To The "Canadian Photography Institute"

Hello

Name is Gerry. Today I purchased a 35x35 inch view camera (down payment). This huge camera (largest in use in Canada?) will be in my possession in about 3 months time. In the coming years I plan to do a major Canadian wet plate project. I will make ambrotypes of what it is to be Canadian. The landscape, the people, our shared stories. I hope to exhibit this work country wide at all the major galleries.

I will need help funding the travel across the country and the production of the work. To do wet plate I will be traveling with a darkroom, and a camping trailer to live in.

What funding options do you recommend? What programs should I apply for? This will probably be a 10 year project as I travel West, East, South and especially North.

Thanks for your help...Gerry Yaum from Edmonton. 

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Canadian Photography Institute

"TRUMPET" Exhibition Update

Chris from the VAA recommended that I do 20x24 prints in the same white frames, he also OKed my negative selections. I will there for go ahead with what I am doing now and make all new 20x24 images on Ilford FB off the negs that are sharp and work for me. I will exhibit them matted in white metal 26x30 frames.

Note* Yesterday I ordered 5 sheets of 3mm plain glass to change out the plastic in the 26x30 frames. The glass will cost around $25 a sheet. Later on I will also change out the plastic in the 3 28x32 white frames for the "Healing Process" show. I think this is an important upgrade in my framing. Later on as I continue to move up the gallery ladder I plan to buy wooden frames of similar sizes. Wood looks the best in my opinion.

Note** I prefer plain glass to all the weird ass and very expensive variants which always look dirty and cloudy to me. With plain glass you do get reflections but everything is so much brighter and cleaner feeling.

Thursday, May 11, 2017

The Big Gamble Begins!

I just took my first significant step in my 35x35 inch view camera gamble. I made a down payment of $2500 CAD to Filip in the Czech Republic today. I am jumping in head first here. Am going all out and not looking back! The build should take 9 weeks, a max of 12 weeks. The shipping around 10 days. It should all arrive and be safely packed away before I leave for Thailand.

Here is the build schedule sent to me by Filip yesterday.

The HF3535 camera, schedule of built:
week 0 it is time of payment receive. 

week 0+1 finishing and ordering metal parts
week 0+3 I will get cut metal parts
week 0+4 cleaning, screw threads etc, assembling the metal parts to try on.
week 0+5 nickel - plating surface

wooden work:
week 0+6 cut & assembling back of the camera and base
week 0+7 cut & assembling front with front's and back's legs
week 0+8 finishing surface of all wooden parts, 
week 0+9 cut & assembling plate holder, lens board 

I am not worried about Filip delivering a great camera to me. Am pretty sure that is going to happen. What I am worried about is using this world class tool (largest camera in Canada?) to produce 35x35 inch ambrotype wet plate work way up near the Arctic Ocean :). Entering a new world here, a world I know very little of.

Am taking a huge chance on this, my experience in wet plate is very limited, I have never shot a camera over 14x17 (did that 2 times). I have never been North of Athabasca in my home province of Alberta. There are a HUGE NUMBER OF UNKNOWNS here, hence the gamble thingy.

I was once told by a beautiful person that sometimes in life you have to take a gamble, take a chance and see where that leads. I will have to believe in my own drive and passion for photography, I have to have faith in that going forward. It will lead me down the right path with this amazing camera. Remember every important journey starts with that first small step. I am doing that now, step 1 complete!

Tonights Possible Exhibition Print

Am having some issues printing the coming "TRUMPET" exhibition photos. I ran into the second negative that as unprintable because of lack of sharpness. I need to stop using the SHARPENING TOOL when I put digi files on this blog, it gives me a false sense of what I have and what I do not have  in my negs. I do not have the advantage digital photographers have where they can simply sharpen images that are a bit out of focus. When your doing analogue negative printing that is simply not an option.

As a result of his problem I am printing alternative versions of the prints chosen for the exhibition. I hope this is acceptable and does not cause problems. It is really the only option I have, either that or "HEAVEN FORBID!!!" making digital printer prints. The second problem I am facing is that I am still missing one negative, which means if I do not find it soon I cannot print it to 20x24, thou I do have a nice 16x20 version of that print already matted and framed (from the Louie Gallery and Rosebud shows). Later I will run all the prints by Chris the curator of the show, I hope he still accepts 5 for the exhibition. I do not want to disappoint the people who gave this opportunity at Latitude 53 or the "Families of the Dump". I need at least 5 pictures hung to tell at least a tiny bit of their story.

Here is tonight's MAYBE exhibition effort, a photograph head of a young dump girl. The depth of field is extremely shallow, probably an inch or so. I think this photograph speaks to every child in the dump and the limited opportunities and futures they face.

I now move onto maybe print #2.

The 2nd attempt at a possible "TRUMPET" exhibition photography, garbage dump 2015 Thailand

Note* Later when I am doing platinum printing with digital negatives I will have the sharpen Photoshop tool in my toolbox.

Update* I printed 5 versions of this photograph on grades 2.5 and 3 at slightly different exposures. The white dot on the face is a result of a scratch on the emulsion. To avoid a black line I spotted the negative with red dye (thank you Jim A for your help there) using a Marsmatic 700 pen (thank you Rob P for your help there). When the print is dry I will try blend and eliminate the large white spot using retouching dyes.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Email And CARFAC News From Visual Arts Alberta

Here is the email I got from Chris. I am posting it so that we can hopefully have a higher attendance both at the show and during the CARFAC activities.
CARFAC Website And Information

Hmm...I wonder if I get the added $100 for shipping, delivery? I am based in Edmonton so I doubt where as the others are from way down South. I hope I do get it thou, that will make the donation to the "Families of the Dump" go from $400 (my artist fee) to $500 (my fee plus the shipping bonus). I do not think I qualify for the shipping thing, too bad.

Here is a selection from the email we all received with the CARFAC info in it. I hope all of you that can will attend both CARFAC and the "TRUMPET" exhibition.

Note* The opening of the exhibition is June 3 at 8pm at the Latitude 53 gallery in Edmonton.

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Hello TRUMPET Artists

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We will be preparing a contract that will be ready at the end of this month (hopefully on the day you deliver the work to Latitude 53). Visual Arts Alberta – CARFAC will be paying you a CARFAC fee of $400.00 for your work and up to $100.00 to deliver the work and pick up the work from the gallery at the end of the exhibition (or we will pay return shipping up to $100.00 if you elect to send your work up to Latitude 53). The show runs until July 15th, 2017.

The opening of the exhibition will be on Saturday evening June 3rd, 2017. There will be a special CARFAC National award ceremony starting at 7pm and the general opening starts at 8pm. As artists you are invited to join us at 7pm.

On June 2nd – June 4th, we are having the CARFAC National Conference in Edmonton. This is going to be a great time to learn and meet with artists from all over Canada. Read about the conference here: http://visualartsalberta.com/carfac-conference/ Naturally you are invited!

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Take care

The ARTISTS In Trumpet!

Here is write up sent to me by the director of "Visual Arts Alberta".  It details each individual artist in the coming "Trumpet" exhibition which shows at the Latitude 53 gallery here in Edmonton. I placed my section in red, have not read it as that sort of "ME" thingy makes me rather uncomfortable.

The Opening night is June 3 at 8pm.

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Trumpet

"With the pride of the artist, you must blow against the walls of every power that exists the small trumpet of your defiance."
Norman Mailer

The exhibition Trumpet is framed by defiance: a reaction to the political climate in which we find ourselves and our need to be heard. Each artist shown use their work as a megaphone: to give warning, to speak out, to increase the power of their message.

Trumpet sought work by Alberta Artists who use their work to question new political realities, on a local, national, and international scale, and who may have a unique perspective that is under-represented or unrecognized within current exhibition and curatorial practices. The six selected artists - Barbara Amos, Lee Deranger, Kazumi Marthiensen, M.E.D.I.U.M., Alice Schoenberg and Gerry Yaum - question the world order in some way. Their art trumpets. It can be a loud lament about an issue, a call to action, a direct challenge to assumptions and oppressive power structures, a vehicle to further understanding or a way to redefine the world around us.

Barbara Amos raises questions, stimulates new conversations and possibly new actions; she offers a new way for people to engage with the world. Since establishing a studio in the Crowsnest Pass area of Alberta, Amos has sought out and engaged with the environmental groups that are fighting to preserve the trees on the eastern slopes of the Canadian Rockies  - an area experiencing the world’s highest rate of deforestation. Amos collaborates with others “in the field” to make political environmental statements. In the gallery, Amos use concepts of beauty (a moment of receptivity) to open us up to new connections and to an exchange of ideas.

Lee Deranger is a First Nations artist based out of Calgary, whose politics are at the heart of her creative practice. Deranger’s “Reconcile This” confronts a 268 year old “scalp law” that is still on the books in Nova Scotia. She offers the viewer three scalps: one for the British, one for Canada and one for Nova Scotia. Created after 2015’s Truth and Reconciliation Commission and exhibited here in the year of Canada’s 150th  birthday, Deranger’s “Reconcile This” challenges privileged narratives and assumptions, and reveals the many blind spots in the dominant cultural discourse regarding the relationship between Canada’s colonial history and First Nations and Metis lives and history. This work slaps the viewer across the face; the slap is totally justified.

Kazumi Marthiensen has been exploring and questioning the environmental destruction and crime arising from the establishment of the American military base in Okinawa, Japan. Marthiensen recognizes and addresses the lack of understanding of the post-war experience in Okinawa by offering us a written explanation, a didactic statement that is all the more poignant for its simplicity.  This simplicity and attention to detail extends to the work itself, and presents an arresting testament to what is (still) happening on this small island 755 kilometers south of Nagasaki.  This work has a stillness, a silence about it, that underscores this under-told story, and exposes the complexities surrounding the defeat of Japan in the Second World War and the resulting American colonialism.

M.E.D.I.U.M. (Metaphysical Explorations, Divination, and Investigations Utilizing Magic) is a Lethbridge-based quartet comprised of Frater Tham, Madame Symona, Char Latan, and Dr. I. M. Auftenhazie. The performative personas are adopted by the quartet to subvert the notion of artistic “ego,” and take “authority,” out of the equation when making art. The collective is very much engaged in the world’s political issues, and use allegory, symbolism and magic to explore (and subvert) notions of what real or concrete truth is. The video and artifacts “Reduce, Reuse, Re-psychic” present us with an alternative “ritual curse and healing narrative” to heal the planet and the creatures upon it, including humans. M.E.D.I.U.M. provides us with new ways to both relate and react to our current political reality, and seek lasting change for the better.

Alice Schoenberg uses her body to create art that attempts to simultaneously divert and analyze the male gaze. As a queer female artist, Schoenberg sexualizes the representation of her embodied self, but retains control of this sexualization.  “Miss Dressup,” employs a childlike aesthetic to both expose and subvert the common cultural narratives around sexualized female bodies. These versions of self are not her - they are fragments of version of stories about what it means to inhabit a queer female shape that wishes to define itself on its own terms. Schoenberg’s art provokes a conversation about power, identity, control, sexuality, and how these forces impact our bodies.

Gerry Yaum is a traditional documentary photographer who works outside his culture and his comfort zone. This place of discomfort allows Yaum to do more than observe his subject; he strives to see them on their own terms. By the second or third visit to a place, Yaum notes, the people he photographs “know you are no longer a tourist.”  Like the artists in M.E.D.I.U.M., Yaum has adopted a ‘persona’ in an attempt to focus greater attention on the issues and ideas conveyed through his images (Yaum is a pseudonym). As records of lived experience, “the Families of the Dump” series presents a deeply uncomfortable vision of the world, the intention of which Yaum describes as wanting to “slap [the viewer] out of their indifference.” People living in ‘first world’ countries will likely never experience the extreme poverty captured in these photographs. The intent here is to provoke a level of discomfort that will lead us to question not only the present world order, but our own complicity in it.

Trumpet player Christian Scott describes his instrument as a political weapon; "I don't just play the trumpet because it's something that resonates with me: I play the trumpet because it's a means to help free a lot of people that ain't free." Like Scott, to get their message out, the artists of Trumpet ask us to question what we hold to be true. They force us to listen. They are Advocates, Activists, and Artists.


Chris W. C.
May 2017

The Importance Of Following Your Heart As An Artist

All great art flows from the heart of the artist, I will follow my heart and see where it takes me. It will be a journey that can only lead to success, after all, how can I fail if I stay true to myself.

I need to go my own direction, feel my own way through the maze, regardless of the opinions and thoughts of other artists, photographers, critics, friends, family, gallery folk and the like. I need to do it "My Way"! :)). To many would be art types sell out, compromise, try to fit in.  I need to follow my own heart. Only then will the art be truly mine

Social Documentary Photography, Yaum's Way

Recently I have had several intense discussions regarding art, my photography and what why I am trying to say as an artist. I had one in depth conversation with Chris from Visual Arts Alberta and last night with my friend Larry the same thing happened over some Vietnamese food. In recent years I have moved up to a more educated and passionate class of person when it comes to photography and art love. These discussions have promoted more personal thoughts on the subject. Tonight in the darkroom my mind goes back to those conversations as I continue to define and refine my points of view. I thought I would write some of that thinking down here, to help clarify things a bit in my artistically growing mind (hope hope!).

My art is about the subject, it is about the people I photograph, nothing else much matters to me. It is all about that human being who invites me into their world, ALL THE PEOPLE I meet and feel something for need their stories told. I do not want to pick and choose the most photogenic, or worry about outside elements like the most interesting light or interesting quirky gimmicks that might make for a better picture. Of course all those things are important and might improve a photograph and I do think about them but I do not want to focus  too much on such things, in the end it it is the person I worry and care for most. If I have a heartfelt and empathetic reaction to the person in front of me, I could care less how photogenic they are, or what the lighting is, etc. I will concentrate on that person, try to tell  their story, and let the rest fall where it may.

Each and every person regardless of other factors is of the utmost importance when making social documentary photographs. My work is about people, people, PEOPLE. Even thou others might not find that person of interest that is of little concern to me/ This is my work, my stories to tell and EVERYONE that connects to me in some way will have their stories told. At the end of the day I will know I did the right thing. In my photography I will treat all my subjects with equal respect and importance, and try to tell their stories to the best of my limited ability, if I do that all will be well.

"Ain't Photography Grand!!"

Sunday, May 7, 2017

Digital Files Will Become Platinum Prints!

While driving the truck around the perimeter of the plant during my round I thought of something I should have thought of much earlier. When I learn to make platinum prints I will finally have a way to output all my digital made camera files. I can shoot the sh-t out of my Canon 5D Mark 3 next trip and then eventually make those files into beautiful 1000 year life platinum prints!!!

Canon 5D Mark 3---> Strong Photograph-->Digital file--->Enlarged Digital Negative-->Large Beautiful Platinum Print!!

"Ain't Photography Grand!!"

I have not been able to see my digital camera photos in any print form. I do not do digital printing so the files have remained invisible, except for the few I have posted on this blog. Now I can out put them onto paper, and hopefully into gallery exhibitions and possibly collections. The thought of having a way to out put those digi files into traditional analog style photography photographs is so exciting to me.

Note* I might also be able to output those same digi files onto silver gelatin. There is a UV machine (expensive) that I am researching that has the ability to do both high intense UV light and multigrade lower end softer lighting for normal silver gelatin fiber paper photographic printing. If I can buy one of those units, then the sky is the limit for me. I can print anything most anyway.

I might also be able to set up a sideline business making darkroom prints from customers digital files. That could eventually help pay for the UV light source and all the platinum printing supplies. Workshops might also be an option in the not to distant future. The currenty gerneration of photographers-visual artists all need to promote analogue photography and all the alternative processes, so they continue to thrive and live on into the next century.

Bought Me A Larger Contact Printing Frame

Am starting to prepare for the day I will be doing silver gelatin contact prints and alternative process printing like platinum. Today I picked up an old but large contacting printing frame measuring in at 16 1/2 by 13 1/2 by 1 1/2 (depth). The contact printing frame should work nicely with my 11x14 size negs and prints. This unit will allow me to expose both under my enlarger and in sunlight. I will sand down and repaint the metal spring clamps on the back. Might also repaint the entire wooden frame? Black? Red? Orange again? I might also replace the glass depending on its condition. The cost was a cheapish $31 USD plus shipping to Canada.

Vintage contact printing frame

This Weeks Final Exhibition Print

Here is the last photo I will be framing this work week. It will be part of the "Healing Process" exhibition at the Art Gallery of St. Albert (AGSA) in August. This picture "My Father Has Died" is one of the last I took of my dad. It was made moments after he passed. I was with my father alone in the room making his picture with a 5x7 camera when he died. At first I thought he was sleeping but then realized he had passed away. This photo was made with a 35mm Leica M6 at about the time he had left us. When I kissed him after making this last set of pictures his face was cold but his chest and stomach still very warm. Dad might have died while I was photographing, part of his essence (soul?), might be spiritually part of those last negs. At least thats the way I like to think of it. When I print this neg, I think of him being inside it, I think of him being  connected to it in more than just a physical-visual way.

"My Father Has Died" from "My Father's Last Days", for  the "Healing Process" exhibition, photographed Feb 22, 2015 Canada

Submission Package For Burtynsky Grant

I thought I might as well include a blog on the submission layout package I submitted to the Burtynsky grant folks yesterday. These images you have all seen before. The order, the cover and everything else could be changed and moved round and round. My idea was to give the jury an idea of what was possible, what the book could be like. IF they gave me the grant and a chance to publish the work.

Getting a bit a head of myself here but IF I won the  grant and got a book published I plan to donate all the profits back to the families living in the garbage dump. My father always told me when he gave me some money "You need it more than I do!", I would often protest and he would say again "You need it more than I do!". That also goes for the families in the dump, book profits go to them, to buy school uniforms,  pay school tuition's for the children and buy food, working supplies like boots, headlamps hats etc. "They need the money more than I do". The families are what matters, the subjects, my subjects are what matters most, paying them back for the trust they put in me has to be my number one priority.

It would also be a very beautiful thing to have these documentary photos helping the people, helping the very folks in the photographs.

Anyway enough philosophizing, here are the pages I submitted in no particular order:

Note* I only submitted the first cover layout (with the family portrait on the front).

Video Links: Tony Hauer Teaches Platinum Printing

I found these videos helpful and filled with little tidbits of valuable platinum printing info. I believe this photographer lives in Toronto, might try to contact him, ask if he gives lessons. I believe I can learn to do this process on my own but to have an instructor, a mentor is always important, valuable, and speeds up the learning curve. Mr. Hauser looks to be a master at platinum and you always want to learn from the best.
Tony Hauer Instruction 1
Tony Hauer Instruction 2
Tony Hauer Instruction 3

Applied For The Burtynsky Photobook Grant

Just applied for the Edward Burtynsky photo book grant. Here is the information on how to apply, please do, the deadline is May 15, only Canadian citizens or residents are eligible.
Burtynsky Photo Book Grant Info

My submission was from the "Families of the Dump" project work. Hopefully they consider it, I wrote a personal maybe a bit passionate statement for them about the families,.myself and the need to make photographs. The grant is for $5000 to help get a book published. A long long long shot at best, only 40 million or so people are qualified to apply. :) Never hurts to try thou especially when your trying to tell a very important story.

Here is the cover of the purposed book.

Saturday, May 6, 2017

Tonights Second Finished Exhibition Photograph

Here is the second finished exhibition print of the night, the dad eye photo. This was made about 4-6 days before dad passed away. I made it on my work week, after I saw the light coming in from the blinds, I had to run to the car to get the camera. I ended up making 4 or so photos, this one was the the best. Dad staring right at me. Dad did that lots those last few days, quietly stare at me. I remember this look so well, saw it over and over again (another artist talking point I think).

He was able to see a small version of this picture before he died. I think he liked this one, he looked at it for several minutes.

Note* The pictures on this blog of the finished framed exhibition photographs are more contrasty than the prints look in real life. I printed harsher (to tell dads story more effectively) this time round but not as harsh as seems here. I would guess 1/2 to 1 grade less than it seems in these reproductions. I wish I could show these photos to my father.

"Dad Stare (Eye)" from "My Father's Last Days", for  the "Healing Process" exhibition, photographed Feb 2015 Canada

Tonights Finished Exhibition Photograph

Here is tonights spotting-matting-framing effort. It sure is a lot easier to cut these single hole mats.  In the future I hope to make the dad thinking picture below into a platinum paladium print. I would like to do a 10 or 20 photo portfolio of the "My Fathers Last Days" Images. If I could get that body of work collected dad in could live on forever in that form.

I am falling in love with 35mm photography, the grain the contrast, I love the harsher-surreal look bleaching gives the image. I plan to shoot a ton of 35mm Tri-x next trip to Thai.

"Dad Thinking" from "My Father's Last Days", for  the "Healing Process" exhibition, photographed 2014 Canada

Link: Worlds Largest Wet Plate Negs

Found this fascinating story about wet plate negs and the gold rush in Australia. Some of the glass place negs measures 1 meter x 1.5 meter, which is larger than my 35x35 inch negs will be. They even found a 10 meter sized panoramas. ANYTHING, ANYTHING can be done if you want it bad enough. Heck if these guys could do bigger wetplate work in the 1870s, why can I not do 35x35s now? I will do it!

Here is the story, enjoy:
Worlds Largest Wet Plate Negs

American & Australasian Photographic Company
B.O. Holtermann with the Holtermann Nugget, North Sydney
1874-1876?
Charles Bayliss
The beginning of Home Rule
1872
Wet plate glass negative, on 4/Box 3/No. 18278

Friday, May 5, 2017

Latest Finished Show Print, "PAIN"

Here is the latest spotted-matted-framed print, the dad "PAIN" photograph for the "Healing Process" exhibition at the AGSA. I printed this image harsher than in previous exhibitions, I wanted to communicate the message more strongly. Wish I could show it to dad, I think he would like it. I will try printing this photograph in platinum/palladium in the coming years.

"PAIN" from "My Father's Last Days", for  the "Healing Process" exhibition, photographed Feb 2015 Canada
Update* It turns out all my white frames are not the same size, a cutting error was made by the person who cut my frames. I will have to make do and figure this out. Not sure how this happened. The picture above is in the slightly larger frame size. I kind of like the isolation of white it gives the photograph.

Another problem I am facing is the plats tick is now quite scratched up.; I wonder if I should switch to glass. I will talk to Jenny the curator of the AGSA about that when she does a studio visit June 20.

Video Links: Master Platinum Printers

Check out these 2 wonderful platinum/palladium artists (YouTube video). I want to do work like this in the future, not their subject matter but their level of technical excellency making PP prints. My platinum prints will be documentary in nature. I want to go back through all my old negatives then make digital negs for contacting printing using this process. I will also be producing new work that will go platinum in the coming years including during the next 6 month trip to Thailand and the on coming "Oh! Canada!" project.

You got to love platinum prints, they are incredibly beautiful and will last 1000 years. Imagine that!!, there is the possibility one of the prints I make in my little darkroom lasting 1000 years!! (if collected, protected and saved properly).

Here are the two wonderful artists, doing their thing:
Beth Moon
Bruce Katsiff

Update* I plan to buy a pro level UV light source for exposing prints up to 20x24 on my return to Canada. In the past some folks I know have opted for the cheap home made variety printing device. I have always been a advocate for "you get what you pay for", cheap and homemade might work, it might not. With a a pro level machine it will cost more at the beginning but most likely will produce higher quality and more importantly reliable quality work. It will work when I need it to work, and it will the same each and every time. If you notice both artists in the above links have pro UV units.

"Healing Process" Artist Talk A Go!

The artist talk for "Healing Process" seems to be a go, it is tentatively scheduled for August 31 at 6 or 630pm. The date might be moved up to mid month sometime, so stay tuned. I guess the "CROWDS" are better for these things at night, so they want to do a night time start time of 6-630pm. Wonder how big a CROWD will attend! Is 5 people a crowd? Or does it take 15 to make a crowd? The other "Healing Process"artists are from out of town so I might be the only one speaking, not sure on that part of it just yet.

Am looking forward to this, a few butterflies but 'THIS IS GOING TO BE GREAT! I have grown to look forward to my talks, revel in them. :). I get to tell dad and my story, what is better than that! Wish my beautiful father could attend, maybe he is watching and knows what is going on somehow from somewhere. Miss you so much dad.

Update* I think I need to mention that thought in the talk. How the actual talk for me is PART OF THE HEALING PROCESS. I get to tell my fathers story again and again because of the photographs we made together, that shared moment in our father son relationship.

Ordered My Exhibition Magazine

Ordered my 124 page exhibition magazine, cost a whopping $50, $28 for the magazine, $20 for shipping. I paid and extra $5 for express shipping so it would arrive by May 15, before the opening of "Trumpet", the rest of the cost is for taxes.

I hope this thing is worth it, hope it is not too dark or too contrasty. The magazine looked OK on my PC laptop, hope it looks OK in magazine form, or I just tossed $50 in the garbage. I figured it was worth the chance, many people will visit these shows, some important art folk types. Maybe if they see some of the scope of the work  these exhibitions will lead to others. The magazine is divided into 4 sections, 4 different photography projects.

-Families of the Dump
-Klong Toey Slum
-Sex Worker
-My Fathers Last Days

I will also use some of the magazine layouts to make up an application for the Burtynsky book publishing grant ($5000). A very very long shot at best, but it does not hurt to try for these things. More on that later.

Layout for the front and back covers of the exhibition magazine