Something sad and ugly happened under the freeway today. I did not write about this on Facebook because I thought it was too personal.
I was photographing Khun Apple when she complained of being wet. Then she said she had "Men" (her period). She stood up and I could see blood all over the crotch of her dirty old shorts.
It is such a sad and ugly thing. This poor woman crawls around in the dirt, digging through the rocks, inhaling YaBa smoke. She is half out of her mind lots of times and at other coherant and soft. She might ask me about that I did that day, or about a cut on my hand, if I have eaten etc. Then she is off of some kind of wild vision, staring up into space, gesturing her hands at nothing. Her mind seemingly gone.
I never thought of a woman's period and what the woman "under the freeway" have to deal with there. No woman's products, no showers, only dirt, and waste and drugs. It was all too much.
I gave her some money 140 baht. She told me she will use it to buy some new shorts, I hope she does.
The ugliness under the freeway, is something I will never forget. I will return to a better life in Canada but Apple will die in the dirt, forgotten.
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Khun Apple staring at nothing today |